His addiction

Chapter 81

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Me seeing my father was about 5 months ago, which was also the day Cedric died. I left Hogwarts, I didn't say goodbye to anyone. As soon as I woke in Madam Pumfrey's nursery I left, I apperated myself and left. Eventually Remus found out and he told me to stay with Tonks and Teddy that it would be much safer and he was right. I finished my studies at home, the new school year was about to start. I haven't been able to hear from anyone because no one knew where I was. I spent a lot of quality time with Teddy and Tonks. We went on walks together and always took our wands with us just in case. Teddy was getting so big, he was almost going to turn 1 in 4 Months. Tonks and I talked about planning him a small party but just for him, Tonks, Remus and I to attend. We had to be cautious now that he who must not be named was back and everyone knew it. Tonks finally convinced me to go back to school this year, I changed..a lot. My style, my attitude, my mood they where all different even my body. I've never seen my body more fit, I had a body that looked like a hourglass, I wore only black and emerald colored clothes now, I wore makeup and back eyeliner, rings, dark nude lipstick. I never showed off my body before because I thought I looked fat or ugly but Tonks made sure I felt comfortable with my body and assured me that I was hot. I wore black plaid skirts that always complemented my body, they where tight and showed off my curves along with my silky smooth legs. The plaid skirts where always black and had either green and grey stripes or green skirts with black and grey stripes. I wore tight tank tops that should my breast nicely, I tuck in my tanks tops inside of my shirts so it would fit me tighter and show off my body. I still wore my signature black high heel boots, Tonks and Remus knew who's daughter k was and they still took me in. I assured them I was nothing like him but they told me that they knew that. I was glad they didn't judge me, I knew everyone else feared and did judge me. I grew from being the weak girl that cried to the Fierce and feared girl. I was stronger, I mourned my dead people for 3 months. I didn't cry ever sense, I promised myself no more crying and I've kept that promise. I became empty, dark and void. The only soft spot I had was for Teddy, Tonks and Remus, other than that I didn't care what anyone else did.

"You ready?" Tonks came in my room smiling

"Of course I am, It just sucks I have to leave my LITTLE BABY!" I said walking towards Teddy and picking him up from the floor

I then kissed his cheeks non stop and he began to giggle. His little laughter is intoxicating, I couldn't get enough of it.

"Oh well I assure you things won't be the same around here with out you" tonks said stroking my hair

"Thanks Tonks, it means a lot" I said smiling faintly

"Hope, I know that you are a very different and changed person and some of that is thanks to me but remember I will always be here for you. If you need anything or even need me if you what's so ever even breath my name I will-"

"I know, thank you you've been such a good sister and mother figure with me" I said grabbing her hand as I put Teddy on hip

"Hope I will always be there for you, take care of yourself and show them who's boss" Tonks says winking

"I sure will, alright Teddy, my love, Godmomma has to leave. Promise to send me pictures ever week and to tell me anything, I will also owl you ever week" I said smiling as I handed her Teddy

Teddy than began to cry, he stares at me and then stretches out his hands wanting me to carry him.

"Ohh Teddy! Tonks i can't leave him" I say pouting

"Ohh please we'll be fine and I promise to owl you every week and you best do the same. Now go on before you miss the train" she said smiling

"Before I go Teddy" I say as I kissed my Index and middle finger, I put them out towards Teddy and he wraps his fingers around them