Betrayal (A Secret Draco Malfoy Love Story)

Realization

Author's Note: Sorry I know these are really annoying, but I want to quickly thank cRisPyMarshMalloW because, well you know when you first start writing a story and you have it all mapped out in your head? Yeah, well I got an idea this morning to completely change the direction I was going....

This is something you all wanted to see happen, so you can thank cRisPyMarshMallow for what happens in this chapter :) 

Chapter 44~Realization

Dear Draco,

I think I might be

 

Dear Draco,

We need to talk

 

Draco,

Hi

 

Dear Draco,

In case you’re wondering

 

Dear Draco,

Remember that night in the greenhouse? Well, funny story…

 

 

 

There must be a hundred attempted letters. I sighed as I gave up. What the hell am I supposed to say? What am I supposed to do?

Can I even tell him in a letter?? Is that fair? And if not, how am I supposed to tell him?

I gave up a few times during the night and tried calling to him on the mirror.

Yeah, didn’t really work out so well. He never answered. That happened three times, and each time I went back to writing a letter, or a few lines, or a few words, then burning the parchment.

Bill and Fleur are going to wonder what happened to all of their parchment…

…

I can’t have a baby. I can’t.

I’m almost seventeen.

I haven’t finished school.

I don’t have a job.

I don’t have a family.

I don’t have a house.

How the hell can I raise a baby?

I barely know anything about raising a baby…

I can’t do it. I just can’t.

We should have waited. It wasn’t like he pressured me into it…He wouldn’t do that.