The mistake

The helping

Jin POV:

I decided to clean up afterwards since I think I went too overboard with all the cooking. I just wanted jungkook to feel at home I guess. "Hey let me help you with that" I hear jungkook say as he helps me carry all the dishes back. "You should be resting jungkook" I tell him as he starts doing the dishes. "It's only fair, you cooked so I should do the dishes plus you're pregnant I should be taking care of you not the other way around" he says smiling at me and I couldn't help but smile back. "Why don't you sit here and talk to me?" He says bringing a chair next to the sink and motioning me to sit down. "So tell me, where did we meet?" Jungkook asks while getting back to washing the dishes. I scoff as I say "well I met you at the club and we hooked up and this is what happened" I say pointing towards my big belly. "Oh so you were like a one night stand?" He asks. "NO, I was not" I scream. "You were in love with me way before we hooked up" I say pouting slightly. How could he say that? "Hmmm was I now?" He says drying his hands and leaning towards my chair. "Yes you were, you told me you fell in love with me when you first saw me" i say with a proud smile. "You do have a very lovable face" he says leaning closer. "You might've lost your memories but you're still very cheesy" I gulp as he keeps leaning closer to me. I wasn't backing down but I wasn't leaning forward either. "Can I kiss you jin?" He asks looking at me and I just nodded not really trusting my voice right now. His soft lips touches mine and I couldn't help but gasp and he took that opportunity to shove his tongue inside my mouth. The kiss was slow at first but it became heated real quick. I stand up as I wrap my arms around jungkooks neck. He picks me up and puts me down on the counter. I open my legs and he settles in between them. His hands roam all around my body and so does mine on his. The last time I kissed jungkook was days ago and I miss him so much. He removes his lips from mine and starts kissing my neck. I moan when he sucks on a particular spot. "You're so perfect" he mumbles against my ears before nibbling them. It's like a cold splash of water was just thrown at my face. "Wait stop" I say pushing him away. "What's wrong? Am I hurting you? I'm so sorry is it the baby?" He says as his hands lands on my stomach. "No it's not that it's just" I couldn't even finish the sentence. "Just what?" He asks cupping my face. "It feels like I'm cheating on you and I know that sounds so weird because you're jungkook. But you're not my jungkook. I'm sorry" I say looking down feeling embarrassed slightly. "Hey jin look at me" he says bringing my face up with his fingers on my chin. "I understand. I don't think it's even possible but I'm really jealous of me right now. The old me at least because he had you" he says caressing my cheeks. "This is all my fault, you wouldn't have gotten hurt if it wasn't for me" I say looking at him. It's true, I know I shouldn't but I can't help but blame myself for everything. I shouldn't have been so stubborn. "Jin, if I got hurt protecting you and our baby, then I don't mind even dying" he says and I push my hand against his mouth "don't ever say that" I say holding his face with my other hand. "It nearly killed me watching you fight for your life, I can't go through that again. Promise me you'll never leave me, promise me you'll never leave us alone?" I say with tears in my eyes. He takes my hands off his face and hold them in his own big ones. "I promise jin, I'll never leave you" he says kissing my knuckles. "Let's go to bed" he says helping me down to my feet.

"Umm are you sleeping here too?" Jungkook asks as I come out of the shower and look at him already settled inside the bed. "Well that's where I usually sleep" I say as I awkwardly stand by edge of the bed. "Oh you can sleep here I'll just go to the guest room" he says before getting up and leaving me alone. What the hell was that? An hour ago he didn't mind shoving his tongue down my throat but he minds sleeping with me. I huff as anger overtakes my body. I get inside the blanket and stare at the empty side of the bed, I couldn't help but reach over and brush my hand against the soft mattress on the side where jungkook usually sleep. I miss him. I decided to get up and walk towards the guest room, I went against knocking since the door was already open. I could see jungkook on his phone. I walk towards his bed and just lay next to him. "J-jin what are you doing here?" He asks as I wrap my hands around his waist and lay my head on his chest. "I'm sleeping here" I say nuzzling deeper in his chest. "Umm are you scared of sleeping alone or something?" He asks awkwardly. "No but I'm used to sleeping next to you. I can't sleep without you" I say looking up at him. "You might've lost your memories jungkook but I haven't. I remember everything and I miss you. I miss you even though you're right next to me. And I love you so much" I say placing my lips on his. "Goodnight jungkook" I say laying my head back on his chest with a blush on my cheeks. The doctor said I need to help him remember so that's what I'll do. I know I shouldn't say this but I really took jungkooks love for granted before now this is my punishment. But I'm not backing down, he loved me once and I'll make him love me again. "Goodnight Jin" he says placing his hands around my waist. I smile against his chest. "It's baby" I say "huh?" "You call me baby"

"Goodnight baby"