True Love Waits

Chapter 30

School again. I can't believe how time passed so quickly.

It's like yesterday i'm just a freshman and now I'm a graduating student.

It's like yesterday Stacy and I just met Beth and now we are all best friends.

It's like yesterday Stacy and Raffy are just strangers and they are together now.

It's like yesterday Carl loves Beth and then he turned to be a bad boy and now he's okay again.

It's like yesterday I just bump on him. It's like yesterday I called him PigHorse and he called me Penguin. It's like yesterday he loves me.

And now it's different. It's not the same anymore.

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I am currently walking in the corridor. I'm looking down because i'm scared of what I could see and of what can hurt me. I'm walking fast to my first class, not looking at anybody. I don't care anymore.

I fell... on the ground... again...

I bump somebody and i'm scared to look up to see who it was. I quickly picked up my things and walked away. Suddenly I stopped walking. I can't help myself. I looked back. I did. I just saw him. I saw him looking at me too. He slightly smiled at me. It breaks my heart.

I walked away from him again and my eyes are building up tears, remembering what we had. I wish that was the last time that I bump on him. I wish I haven't fall in love with him. I wish that I told him that I love him before he forget about me.

I love him. I really do or should I say I did.

This years would be the worst year of my life but maybe this is what should happen. Maybe all my life this thing is waiting for me, waiting for it to happen. I chose this thing. Maybe it's just my fault. After all, i'm the one who left him.

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This school year is full of activities. We got sport fest, camping, festival and of course, prom. I didn't know how prom goes in here cause I wasn't here last year but I think it wouldn't be fun now that the one that i'm expecting to ask me this year totally forgets about me and found a new one to ask.

Sport fest is like every year so I got used to it. We have a festival today because it's the school's 25th anniversary but what really excite me is camping. I always love camping because it's like adventure.

Too bad it's different this year.

You know what? I just realized that I've been thinking too much lately and it distracts me a lot. I remember the time that I said to myself before I became a highschool.

"Love is just a feeling. Love is only important when it becomes to family and God. Romance is not that needed. I should not cry because of guys. Things happens for a reason. You can't have a rainbow without a little bit of a rain."

I guess that quote of mine didn't work but since I remembered it. I should give myself a second chance and move on. I mean every second chance begins with a first step, right?

He's just a guy that I bumped a million times.  I shouldn't thinking about him because he forgets about me. Wait, I forgot that he has amnesia.

Note the sarcasm.

Move on. Easy to say. Hard to do.

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Hey guys! I'm sorry if it's very short and i'm sorry if this chapter is very heart breaking. I hope you like it. I don't know how many chapters left till this book will finally come to an end but it wouldn't be long. I hope that you would support me and read this till the very end. It's almost a year since I started this book.

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