I've grown with the pain, bathed in the lonely. All I want in this moment is someone to hold me.
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Adam lost his husband and their daughter in a horrible car accident. He falls into a dark depression. He's dating guys who uses him. He stats drink...
I was sitting on the couch with a glass of red wine in my hand. I lit a joint and blew out smoke. My boyfriend lit one as well.
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(Adam and his boyfriend)
"You're so sexy!" said Cody. "You are!" I replied and kissed him. His hand slide under my shirt, I let out a moan. "You are so beautiful!" he said.
"Hey guys!" replied a familiar voice. "Ashley, what the hell!" I said annyoed. "Your mom asked me to check you!" she replied. "I'm 34, I can take care of myself!" I said. She looked at the bottles and the drugs. "I see that!" replied Ash.
"I better go home!" said Cody. "Don't go!" I replied. "Your dear friend is here!" he said. Ash gave him a cold glance. "I've my eyes on you!" she replied. "Whatever!" said Cody and left my house.
"Thank you so much!" I replied coldly. "C'mon Adam, he's using you!" said Ash. "I know Cody, he's not like that!" I replied. "He's not good for you!" said Ashley. "Cody is none of your business!" I replied upset.
"You're my best friend and I'm worried about you!" she said. "I'm fine!" I replied. "I know you're not!" said Ash. "You sound just like mom!" I replied in a annoying tone.
Ashley sighed and ran her hand through her hair. I emptied my drink and opened a new bottle.
"I should going now!" she said. "Okay!" I replied. "I care about you!" said Ashley. "Bye!" I replied. She left without a word.
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I visited the cemetery later in the day. I lit a candle and lay down red roses. I looked at the grave while tears were rolling down my face.
Kevin Cameron Lambert February 12th, 1987 March 15th, 2016
Taylor Leila Lambert October 31, 2000 March 15th, 2016
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(Taylor and Kevin)
I miss my daughter and my husband so much. They shouldn't have died in the car crash. They were taken away way too soon.
I feel for Adam so much💔 I want to give him a hug.
