Always

Chapter 41

When I get to the frat house I see Harrys' car parked across the street. He got here fast. I see the usual as always, I decline a drink from a guy and walk over to were everyone usually sits. Harry isn't over here I wonder where he went. I need to talk to Louis too, he isn't here either.

"There you are!" Ashley says getting up.

"Yeah, sorry I didn't awnser your text. I was with Harry all day." I say.

"Really, what did you guys do?" She asks all excited.

"Well last night I spent the night at his dorm, then today we went down town, to the beach and we walked around. We went to the Bean, and Navy Pier too" I explain my day to her.

"That's so cute, he really likes you." She says with a smile.

"How was Niall?" I ask, still seeing the smile on her face.

"Great, everything is going really great!" She says excited.

"That's great!" I say as we sit down, I haven't realized we were standing the whole time.

"Hey Emily!" Caitlin says to me as she rest her head on Liam's chest, I wave to her.

"Have you seen Harry?" I ask Ashley.

"No, I thought you guys and together." She says confused.

"No, but I saw his car here when I parked." I say, where is he? Zayn isn't over here he's probably with him.

"That is weird." She says bringing her cup to her mouth.

"I'm gunna grab a drink." I say getting up. I walk over to the kitchen, I fill up a red cup and sit back down by Ashley.

"We should play a game!" She says.

"Like what?" I ask taking a sip.

"Let's play beer pong!" She says grabbing my hand and dragging me across the large room.

She leads me over to a table with a bunch if cups. I saw Ashley playing this last week.

"Do you no how to play?" She asks.

"Not at all." I say honostly and laugh.

"Here, through ball into the the red cups by me, if you make it I drink the cup. Than if I make it in you drink. Got it?" She ask holding the ball.

"Yeah!" I say half understanding it. The main goal is to get the ball in.

She throws the ball and makes it. "Drink that now!" She says excited. I pick up the cup and chug the whole thing.

"Okay, through it in one of these cups." She says and I through it in and I just make it. She groans and drinks it all.

She throughs and misses. We play until all the cups are gone, I end up winning.

"Wow, who knew you had good aim like that?" She laughs, walking over by me.

"I didn't , it got alot harder towards the end." I laugh brining a red cup to my mouth. I still haven't seen Harry where is he, I'm starting to worry.

"Thats the point of the game." She laughs.

'"I'm gunna try to find Harry." I say.

"Okay good luck." She says and I set the cup down and walk off.

I walk to the hallway me and Harry where last week, I don't find him their. I go to my left and to another room, I've never been over here, I'm surprised I didn't see it last week with Harry. I look over at one of the couches to see some random people making out.

I walk to my left, I don't see Harry but I see Zayn sitting with Ally, he notices me."Hey, have you seen Harry?" I ask, I look over at Ally and she's giving me a dirty look, why is she so mean.

"Yeah, I saw him about twenty minutes ago." He says.

"Really, do you know where he went?" I ask hoping he does.

"Yeah, he went that way." He explains pointing to another room, they have so many rooms in this frat house.

"Thank you." I say and wallk away, when I enter the room I look to my right to see two people on top of each other. I walk further into the room, I see the back of Harrys' hair, I look next to him to see a girl. His hand his on her leg going up and down. His face turns alittle and I know its him.

What is he doing? I bite my lip down so the tears wont fall, I'm so cunfused, we had such a great day. I was right, it was to good to be true. She leans in and kisses him, I can't watch any more. I walk away, and hear Zayn call my name but I keep walking. I head off to the bathroom to be alone.

Thankfully noones in here except for the puke on the floor.

I sit down and the tears slide down my face. I didn't see that coming at all. Why do I care so much about him, when he doesn't give a damn about me. I am done with Harry Styles, I am not talking to him again. How could he do this, I always do this, I always care to much than get hurt. I wipe away my tears and look into the mirror, I try to fix my smudged mascara. I blink a few times, and I look better.

I walk out of the bathroom and walk over to Ashley, she's talking to Niall.

"Hey, did you find him?" She asks as I walk over to her.

"Uh, yeah I don't want to talk about it right now." I say, I know if I explain it I will either cry or sound like an idiot.

"Okay, so you have a game tomarow right?" She asks, I totally forgot about the game, I hope Harry doesn't show up, if he did he would probably be late like last time.

"Yeah.'' I awnser shortly.

"I need a drink." I say and walk to the kitchen, seeing Harry and crying in the bathroom really washed the alcohal away.

"Hey.'' I reconize Harrys' voice behind me. He wraps his arms around my waist and kisses my neck. "Emily don't fall for it." I say to myself.

"Harry, stop." I say setting the cup down and pull is arms off me.

"Whats wrong?" He honostly has no idea.

"I was right Harry, today was too good to be true. You were so nice to me doing things I wanted to do." I raise my voice.

"What are you talking about today was geat." He says, not knowing what I saw.

"It was going great until I see you on a couch with some girl." I say biting my lip to keep the tears in.

"So what, I was on a couch with another girl. Your not the only girl." He yells, ouch that hurt. I can't do this if theirs more girls.

"I can't do this Harry, you can't have more than one girl." I say and my voice grows low.

"You actrally thought I liked you." He says and laughs, I try to bite my lip harder but the tears still fall. That hurt badly, I feel a pit in my stomach starting to grow. I feel like I'm going to vomit.

"Well ya just a little, you were the one that almost forced me to tell Louis about us, well what ever we are." My voice cracks, if I talk anymore I will break out sobbing. He looks stunned by what I just said.

"Good bye Harry." I say trying not to cry. I turn away and the tears roll down.

"Hey whats wrong?" Ashley says walking over.

"I need to go, I'll talk to you later." I say and leave as fast as I possibly could.

I walk outside and see Louis smoking. I don't have the time or energy to talk to him. I walk past him and head to my car. I get in and drive away. I don't look back I just keep driving.

When I get to the dorm, I decide on showering. When I get there its empty, thankfully. The hot water relaxes my tense mucsels. I wash off my smeard make up. I finish up and walk back to the dorm.

I change into sweats and a bagy T-shirt, I turn the lights off and climb into bed being tired from all the crying.

///Thanks so much for 9K! I might not be able to update cause I am camp, I have chapters ready but I might not have Wifi I hope I do, but if I don't you know why! ///