Always

Chapter 54

"It has been a good day." I say and he laughs.

We lay in bed like this for awhile, we mostly stay quiet but when we do talk it's over something dumb.

"I wonder what Ashley and Niall are going to think." I say and laugh, they must be up by know.

"They probably know we came here." He says and plants a small kiss on my noes.

"I'm happy I have you." He whispers.

"I'm happy I have you too." I say and smile.

"If we never walked into that room with Dylan and Ally, would still be with him." He says and I laugh, I actrally probably would still be with Dylan if we didn't go their.

"Do you miss him?" He asks, of course I miss dylan not as a boyfriend though.

"Of corse, just as a friend though. I talked to Dylan everyday its hard not seeing him." I tell him, hoping he would understand.

"You know, I sometimes still click his number on accident when I wanna text someone." I said to Harry and I look down.

"I still do that, with my mom, I will still call her and leave her voice mails. I pay for her phone bill so I can do that, other people use to call to. It sounds stupid I know, I'm paying for my dead moms phone bill but its something I do though." He explains that part of his life to me.

"Thats not weird at all, you must miss your my mom alot." I say.

"Everday." He tells me.

"Can I. Never mind it's stupid." I say and look away.

"What." He says turning my head.

"No, its nothing just forget about it." I say I can tell he wont drop it.

"No, tell me." He says firm.

"Okay fine.'' I say and take a deep breath.

"Can, I leave a voice mail to your mom?" I ask, I feel weird like he will say no. Its weird I want to call his mom, right.

"Yeah, you can. Here let me put the number in your phone." He says and grabs my phone out of my hand.

I decide wether or not to call it know or later. I decide on later cause I'm too tired.

"Thanks." I say and he hands me my phone.

"How many have you left?" I ask.

"I don't know alot, I still do it." He explains to me.

"Okay." I say and rest my head in Harrys arms.

"I wonder what Dylan is doing, like how his life is now." I blurt out of no where.

"He's probably still crying in his room for losing you. He really is an idiot for doing that, why would anyone do that to you, your perfrect." He says and I smile.

"I ment in his life like baseball and school, but for realationship wise he is prbably with a random girl every night." I say.

"That was what my life use to consist of, a random girl every night. He is probably doing that if he has stoped crying yet." He says and I laugh.

"No, he probably didn't cry, Dylan doesn't cry. But really, he's with another girl I bet." I say and he huggs me tight, it feels normal talking to Harry about Dylan.

"Don't worry that he will get bored with girls every night, than realize he fucked up his life." He says and kisses my forehead.

"He didn't ruin his lige, he'll find someone else." I say.