Always

Chapter 44

Its Saturday night now, the week went by strangely fast. Me and Harry haven't talked, he has been trying to talk to me, but he started giving up on Wensday. We have talked a little about the home work Mrs. Coleman has given us, I try to make it short. Its not that easy seeing him every day.

"Okay, I am spending the night at Nialls' so you wont see me until tomorrow." Ashley says sitting down on my bed.

"Okay, I'm just gunna watch movies." I say resting my head on my pillow.

"I really wish you were going to this party, I understand why you don't want to though." She says talking about Harry.

"I just don't want to be there, and seeing him flirt with other girls, I just don't want to see it." I say and there's a knock on the door. Ashley gets up to see who it is.

"Hey Niall." She says and he walks in.

"Hey." He says and gives her a kiss.

"Happy birthday." He says to me.

"Thanks!" I respond with a smile.

"The big nineteen how does it feel." He laughs.

"It feels the same." I laugh.

"Okay, well we better go." Niall says and Ashley puts on her shoes.

"Call me if you need anything, love you." Ashley says.

"Okay, go have fun.'' I laugh.

I get up out of bed and grab my laptop. I walk back and login. I go into Netflix and look for a good movie. I finally find one and start watching.

By the time I know it the sun is officially down, and I am on my second movie.

I hear a knock on the door, who would be hear this late. Its probably Ashley forgetting something and she forgot her key. I pause my movie and stalk out of bed.

I fix my shorts and tighten my ponytail. I open up the door to see no one their. Is this some ding-dong-ditch or something.

I shut the door and lay back down, I hear another knock on my door.

"Whoever is ding-dong-ditching me go away." I yell to my door.

I hear another knock a minute later. I am mad know, someone is taking this game to far.

I open the door to see no one. I look down to see a plate of pancakes and a card. What is this? The pancakes look like their from IHOP.

I bend down to grab the card. Its a piece of paper folded in half with writing in the middle. I open it up to read.

Emily, I know you hate me and you never want to speak to me again. I know I really fucked up, we never were really together, but we really were something. I was drunk and an idiot at that party last week. We did have such a great day down town and I fucked it up that night. I got you some pancakes, I know its stupid but I got you them cause these where the one that you ate the morning we went to Chicago. We both had the same ones. We talked about your birthday and how I was going to get you something and you didn't want me too. You probably still hate me after this card, but I just want you to know. You are the only girl, I do really like you the way that you smile. The way that when our eyes meet you would look away, the way that you laugh in awkward situations. The way your so hard headed, you never care what people think of you. You never let people run you over or make you feel bad. I like the way you make me always want to be around you. I always do even if were fighting. The way I can never get you out of my head. I just like seeing you happy. In class when you wernt happy it made me so sad and mad at myself. I like the way you actrally got me to get feelings for you, this never happens. I never like anyone. I usually just fuck with girls. But with you its diffrent. I never knew how to treat girls, that's why I did what I did. I tried to hide my true feelings for you. I didn't want to believe them. I don't want to like you, I can't hide that anymore though. I haven't been like this, I never thought I would be. Where the opposite, opposites attract though, right?