Always

Chapter 42

I sleep in late, later than usual. When I wake up Ashley isn't back, I'm guessing she spent the night at Nialls'. I get up and walk over to the mirror. I notice my eyes are a pinkish color and are all puffy. It normally happens when I cry.

I walk over to my closet and decide on wearing jeans and an old soccer tournament shirt.

I haven't started my homework yet, I stalk over to my desk and grab my books. I lay down on my bed and start my homework.

Now that whatever me and Harry were is over, I wont have people complaining at me to finish. I finish up my homework, I still haven't aten since yesterday. I head off to the coffee shop, I order a coffee and a bagel. I grab it and walk back to the dorm.

My game isn't for a few more hours, I sit on my bed and eat my bagel. I'm surprised to see Ashley walk through the door.

"Hey!" I say happy to see her.

"Hi, so what happen with Harry last night?" She asks sitting on her bed.

"Well, I go off to see him and I find him with some girl with his hand on her leg and I see them kiss and I walk away." I say and take another bite of my bagel, I see her jaw drop when I explain.

"Then, when I was getting a drink he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me, I told him to get off me. I told him what I saw and he said there's more girls, than he said he doesn't even like me." I say and a few tears fall, I'm mad at myself for caring this much.

I look at Ashley and see we face has completely fallen.

"Oh, Emily I'm so sorry. Trust me he really does like you, but who cares you don't need him anyway!" She says giving me a hug, I laugh and hug her back.

"I hope he doesn't go to your game." She says pulling back.

"He probably wont, remember he said he doesn't like me." I say and laugh at myself for even doing anything with Harry.

"Let's go." She says and pulls me out if bed.

"What are we doing?" I ask as he drags me out of bed.

"You barley ate and I haven't ate yet so were going to I Hop." She says, and slides on flip flops as I do the same.

"I just had a bagel." I say, I don't wanna go to I Hop.

"Thats nothing, sides you need energy for your game." She laughs and we walk out of the dorm.

"I'm driving okay?" She says as we walk to her car.

I agree and she pulls out of the lot. We get to I Hop and walk inside. The lady shows us to a booth for two.

I order an ice coffee as Ashley gets a coffee.

"Have you talked to Louis?" She asks, I forgot about him.

"No, do you know if he's going to my game?" I ask, I feel bad for missing his.

"He will probably end up going anyway cause he cares about you." She says.

"Did he win his game?" I ask.

"Yeah, three to two." She responds.

"That's good." I say with a smile.

"You should talk to him, say sorry for missing his game." She says, it was just one game though. I do feel bad though he shouldn't have even went to mine.

"I know, I feel bad, I didn't see him yesterday until I was walking to my car and I wasn't in the mood to talk." I explain, she knows why I didn't want to talk.