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The class is finally over. I quickly pack my school bag after remembering the teacher needed to see me after class. I wasn't in the mood to see or talk to anyone at this moment, because at this point, life, makes, no, sense. Freaking why, why did all of this had to be on me, a burden I cannot carry. I carry crosses and my shoulders are breaking, my feet are weak and my arms are shaking. 

I grab my bag, trying to hide in the group of students walking out of the classroom, but that never worked. 

"Yukki? Can we speak for a brief moment?" 

sigh. 

I stood at his desk, while we both waited till all the students left the classroom.

Here we go...

"Yukki, you and I know that you have been late quite often these days. I do not know what changed. You are a good student, and I know your grades were amazing, you are ruining this for yourself, why now?..."

He is right, why now. Blame it all on me Mr. D. Gene, blame the ruin of my life on me. 

"...Is it home? Your parents? Siblings? Other relatives?..."

Family, do they even wonder if I am alive...

"...School is almost over, please do not ruin your grades anymore"

If my life is ruined already, why must I worry about my grades? only if he knew...

He stood there quietly for a moment, and it is in this moment I feel as though it is my chance to tell someone, what if help was possible? Should I tell him? or does he worry about my grades more than my worth?

"Yukki is there something you have to say, I know there must be something" 

yes, yes there is.


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