Condemning Conspiracy

P: Questionaire II T: Thoughtful

There's hope that I don't do this

By myself by all means 

I wish there was more that I could do to persuade someone to see

That there's more to me than 'me'

I don't want to go out of my way 

For anyone because of the disappointment that I've experianced 

Why do I have to try for someone 

Becauase they won't try for me 

The only one that I've seen 

Is someone who constantly keeps me down 

But I tell her that I'll always be around 

And she hates that

And I hate that for myself as well

Because as caring as I may be 

The hatred that I could spread around isn't as deep as I wish I coul see

In my eyes

There are many chances to scar 

On my arms

For my whole life 

They'll know where they are 

And on my heart

Those people who were important know who they were 

But the people who don't know how important they are 

Do they even think they're worth

There are some that get the picture

And others that roll the dice

But I shake my head because I even tell them twice

There's so much I wish to tell 

But for now I'll bottle it up in this

Because there's no way 

That I could them sounding like this