Condemning Conspiracy

P: Hoping For The Happy T:Desperate

You’re killing me, I can barely breath on my own.

It’s a surprise that I’ve gone this far without you

And to know that I’m on this path alone

Without your hand that means I truly have to be

The way that I only can be

And as far as I know it works

My tears are falling on this path

But it seems to me tat yours works

And as long as you’re happy

That’s all that means to me

All I need is someone by my side

I was hoping that it would be you

And yes I’m still putting up a fight.

But as you know I have the worst kind of timing

So I’m hoping that I can be there

For your future and hope that you can be in mine

It’s a bit hard to bear

But I’m hoping for the best

You mean so much to me

I can’t believe I’m living

This life without you

Since I need you

I want to make you smile again

I want to hold you in my arms

I want to make this work for you

But if it’s not what you want

Then let me in

And explain why you mean so much

You know my words are my only defense

So let me defend

The only part of my heart that I have left

My pride, my job, my beauty.

The only breath I have

What exactly keeps me going?

I ask myself

It’s the hope that one day

I’ll be saved by an angel

Someone who’ll want to love me

And have the love to support me

Along with my own dignity

I’ll hop that I can help them find

The person that they’d need

And that’s why I keep wanting

To be with thee.