My Crazy Life

chapter 15

Beep beep beep. Ugh someone turn it off. I tried to open my eyes but the lights we're to bright. I groaned. I've been doing that a lot.
"Hey.how you feeling? " Blake asked.
"Lights.turn off the lights. " I crooked out.
"Oh hold on. Ok they're off. " He said.
"What time is it? "
"Nearly 12."
"Why are you still here? You should be at home sleeping. "
"No I'm staying here. I want you parents home. They were really worried. Ali, why haven't you been eating. "
"I've been eating. " I tried to remember the last time I ate. He was right I haven't been eating. But I didn't notice. Wednesday was the Roberto Drama. Thursday was the party. And today I was going to eat but my 'father'interupted that.
"Ok so. I haven't. But I didn't notice. I don't eat breakfast that often, I haven't been eating lunch at school, and I didn't eat dinner the last three days because of everything. I didn't eat today because josé showed up before I could eat. " I said.
"Ali why didn't you eat at the party? " Blake asked.
"Because I was drunk. " I answered.
"Well the fact you haven't been eating and the panic attack was enough to put you in here. "
"Why did I have the panic attack? I don't have them. The doctor just gave me meds because my grandma died. And I really don't know why he gave them to me it was a while ago. "
"Well they got you on an IV and said that you can go home when you wake up but the doctor is  off the clock so we have to wait for tomorrow. "He said. I nodded and scooted over.
"ven aca. acuéstate conmigo."I said. (Come here. Lie with me.) He moved next to me and layed his head on my chest. I hummed and rubbed his head. I heard him sigh.
"You OK? " I asked.
"Yea.i feel calm and relaxed. " He said. I nod. He pecks my lips. That surprised me. He's never kissed me on my lips before. Ok and that sounded weird in my head. Anyways, it was just a peck but still. I smiled. I looked down to see Blake fast asleep. He looks like a innocent little boy. Not a 18 year old teen who lost his father and went through a phase because of it. My eyes started to droop so I let the darkness consume me.
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I heard muffled voices. My eyes fluttered open. I seen my mom and josé talking to the doctor in the Hall by the door. The doctor handed her a clipboard and a pen. Whatever it was she signed it and the doctor walked away. I looked down and seen Blake in somewhat the same position from last night. I heard footsteps. I looked to see my mom and josé talking while walking into the room. I quickly closed my eyes.
"They look so adorable. I always new the time will come. I hope they get married. They are perfect for each other. " My mom said. Blake stirred. I opened my eyes as he opened his. He looked at me in the eyes and pecked my lips.
"Eww get away, you have morning breath. " I said with a chuckle. I pushed him and he rolled off the bed. I started laughing. He got up and glared at me. I motioned to the side and he followed my gesture to be met with a smug grin from my mamá.
"Why the creepy smile ma? " Blake asked. I love it when he calls her mom, I mean she practically is.
"I'm just soo happy for you two. " She smiles.
"I am too. I know I haven't been around but I remember little Blake. " José said. Mom nodded.
"So why did you leave? " I asked.
Everyone looked at me.
"¿Qué? no puedo hacer preguntas?" I asked. (What? I can't ask questions?) She looked wary. Like I'm gunna go ape shit.
"Yea but why now? "
"Because I really want the answers to my unanswered questions. " I said.
"Look we will talk about this when we get home.? Yea. " She said. I nodded.
"Ok um we already signed the release forms do just change your clothes and meet us I'm the Hall.
" Ok uhh today's Saturday right? "I asked. Blake nodded. Ok this will be easy.
" Can you buy me ice cream and then leave me alone the rest of the day? "
"Why do you want me to leave you alone? "
"Because I wanna have a girls night. "
"Ohh."
"Yea ohh. This was our girls night we planed like last month. " I said.
"But I wanna stay with you. " He whined.
"Awe.do you love me? " I asked jokingly. He nodded.
"Yea I do. " He said he looked serious. My jaw dropped .
"Are you serious? Cause if you're not that's pretty fucked up. " I said. He smiled.
"I'm serious. Alejandra Maria Gonzales, I love you. " He said.
"I KNEW IT! ! I KNEW IT!! " I jumped and turned arounf to see the girls jumping and quealing.
"Ok ok that's enough leave them alone. " My mom said.
"Yeah go away and don't come back until 10." Blake yelled after them.
"Why 10? "
"Because I want to finish talking to you. So I love you. I know we used to say it all the time but that was as friends. When I say it, it always means so much more. " He was starting to ramble.
"Ok will you shut up so I can tell you something? " I chuckled and put my hand over his mouth. He licked it but it didn't faze me.
"Yea." He said but it was muffled by my hand.
OK then. Blake te quiero también. "I said. (BlakeI love you too.) He smiled wide. He picked me you and spun me around.
" God I love you so much. "He said and kissed me.
" I kiss love kiss you . "He said in between kisses.
" Ok OK let's go home. Before you kill me from lack if oxygen. "I muttered.
" Ok let's go. "He said.
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When I got home I seen Cecelia.
" What are you doing here? "I asked.
" To tell you that we have rehearsals for el vals. And they are Evryday next week and tonight at 5.so you better be there on time everyday. "She demanded.
" A little quinczilla are we?  And I'll be there whether its  Mexican time or on time. And lemme guess we are dancing to tiempo de vals, that song never gets old. "I said.
" Yep so be on time. "She said.
" Yes you majesty. "I mock saluted her. She nodded and walked out of the house.
" What about the wedding. "Blake asked. I shrugged.
" We will Still go I'll just leave for practice and then come back after."I said. He pouted.
"But you promised to go. " He whined.
"And I never said I wasn't gunna go. I said I'll leave early and then come back. " I said
"Well it's only 2: 17 so we have a couple hours yet. Wanna watch a movie?" He asked. I nodded as we went to my room.