Previously called trying to fix the broken pieces
Alejandra Gonzales. Who is 17, suffered a great loss when she was 10. Since then nothing has been right. Her family doesn't get along and her mom is always arguing with her. She has 7 best frien...
It's Tuesday morning, I'm still laying in bad watching some random show not really paying any attention. I am unbelievably bored. I grave my glasses and head to the kitchen and yes I wear glasses but I usually have in my contacts. I make a turkey sandwich then head up to take a shower. When I get out of the shower I look at myself in the mirror. My abuelo said that I look like my abuelita when she was younger. I think I should go to the cemetery. I haven't been since I was 11.i look through my closet and grab a random outfit and decide to leave on my glasses.
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I put my hair in a ponytail, grab my keys and head to the flower shop. I buy some Lily's because they were her favorite. When I get to the cemetery I get out to find her stone. I find hers right next to my uncle Joseph's. My uncle Joseph died when I was 3 due to kidney failure. I set the flowers down and sit on the grass. I was enjoying the nice day when I started talking. "I heard its better to talk then to just come and not say anything. I miss you a lot. ¿Por qué te fuiste? Te necesito. Te necesito más de lo que piensas. Nada es lo mismo. No soy yo y, definitivamente, no la familia. todos te necesitamos." (why did you have to leave.i need you. i need you more than you think.nothing's the same.not me and most definitely not the family. we all need you.)I was crying now. I didn't say anything else just sat there crying. I didn't know for how long. It reminded me of the day she died when I was sitting outside on the bench, just looking into the distance. I was thinking about the good memories we had. I was smiling as I thought about my aburlitas favorite song. Dreaming of you by Selena. I started singing softly.
"Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I wish on a star That somewhere you are thinking of me too 'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight 'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me"
"Wonder if you ever see me, and I Wonder if you know I'm there If you looked in my eyes Would you see what's inside? Would you even care? I just want to hold you close But so far, all I have are dreams of you So I wait for the day, and the courage to say How much I love you (Yes I do)"
"I'll be dreaming of you tonight 'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight ('Til tomorrow) And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me"
"Corazón, I can't stop dreaming of you No puedo dejar de pensar en ti I can't stop dreaming Como te necesito I can't stop dreaming of you Mi amor como te extraño"
"Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I still can't believe That you came up to me and said I love you I love you too"
"Now I'm dreaming with you tonight 'Til tomorrow and for all of our lives ('Til tomorrow) And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly Dreaming with you tonight 'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight ('Til tomorrow) And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly (I'll be dreaming) Dreaming of you tonight Endlessly And I'll be holding you tight ('Til tomorrow) Dreaming with you tonight (Endlessly) Endlessly Endlessly Dreaming"I finished.
