Dear Bennet,

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You're the most important person life because you come to my life to sweeten it. You showed me that it okay to be happy and introduce me to Kpop.You helped me to become a better person and not to hate everyone that did bad thing to me. I'm writing this as I become weaker.I do want to change be that person that I was but I can't do that. Pressure is becoming overwhelming and I have thought of suicide but I can't bring myself to that. I don't want to be a coward to you. I owned a lot to you.You being there to help and care about me. I hope the best for you and I wish you would marry someone you deeply love and not because they forced you to.I hope you a happy ending because that what you deserved. 

 I did try to survive the war and I know that I may have made the worst mistake of abounded people that cared about me without being forced to do so or they just want to for money.I know that living in rich families is Very hard but don't give up.You have a great family and they love you even though they are forcing you to marry me.Someone that can't love someone since I don't even truly love myself.I can love anyone yet but I  know people love me and I'm stronger because of that. 

I deeply wish you the best and don't force your self to do things that you don't want to do.OKay.


Bye 

Bennet aka SUGA90

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