Save Me

Am Done!!

I want to say that am sorry but I could control myself and I end up kissing him again... He seems surprised.
"Okay. Now am sorry for what am going to do to you" He said. 

He leans forwards to close the space between us. I don't know why my body isn't following my brain's commands. His lips were against mine. His kiss turned from soft to passionate. I didn't stop him. I just kiss him back. I heard a moan from somewhere. I opened my eyes. He opens his eyes which were sparkling. We are apart away from each other.

What have I done? Shouldn't I involve him in my miserable life?

"Did someone moan? I heard moans from my room" His mom said. How come I never hear her coming? Who moans? Was it me?
" It was Liz!" the angel said
"No..." I defend

"Were you kissing" His mom scold us?
"N.."
"Yes," Angel interrupts me.
"Awwww.Angel had his first kiss." His mom awe.

 He has never kissed someone before me? 

Wth? 

No way?
"You never got a kiss before?!" I ask him.
"Nope, Never...And you?" He asks me.
" Well, in the day that I got beat up. Eduardo stole my first kiss" The feeling that I had that day was traveling throughout my body...Disgust 

"How? Why does he hate you much?" He asks with worry in his voice.
"I wish I knew but I don't know. One day, he change from nice to jerk asshole." I said trying to not cry.
"If you don't want to talk about it okay. I will wait till you are ready" He reaches for a hug.

"He told me to not talk to him and not to make eye contact. That day that he told me that I deserve this ....'cause...I ignore him. That's why I hate his face, girlfriends, and sally cause she took my BFF and turned him against me. Ever since he met her, they made my life a living hell! ," He's mother could only listen to me with weary eyes.

"Plus, my parent's expectations cause me to find a way to cope with the result of my cutting. I never thought I will become a victim of bullying. I thought if  I be myself things will run smoother but when parker became a monster...I become ordinary...Only, my friends know that I can't be myself in school. I had to hide for three years. I  graduated middle school, I went to a different high school. Thought I escaped but life had different plans for me. In that school, They followed me. " Angle comfort me as I keep telling them...

 "They made sure I won't make friends. Wallflowers pity me. So, we will meet up every day after school in the library. Thanks to them I got smarter and got to skip a grade. I will forever be grateful to them. I got to transfer with excellent grades and go to 11th grade. I thought I escape once again But no..." The door started to ring making Angel's mother step out, 

" I found out that Eduardo rules this school as well. He will make dates for what and when they do to me. I got the patterns of them beating me up. So, I will always hide in the libraries to be ahead of the grade. Always hoping to skip. another grade..."I was interrupted by his mom saying words that made me cry harder than before.

"Honey, A guy named Eduardo is here to visit angel?? Who's an angel" she said.

My heart drops to the floor and thoughts were running through my mind...How did he know where am I? 

"Angel was my nickname before," I said to Angel.
He blushed redder than a tomato...kinda cute.
"Mom, Don't let him in. He is responsible for MY girlfriend's cuts and beatings.!!!!" He yells enough for her to hear. It was too late. Eduardo was standing in the room looking mad looking back forward between me and Angel.

"You told him that ! Why do you trust him? When did you become his girlfriend?... You are only mine!!" He grabs my arm to pull me towards him but Angel punches him hard enough to knock him out of his feet.

"I trust him because he is nice to me and clearly cares for me. I will never be a girlfriend of a bully, asshole, or Monster!!! I can choose who I want to give my heart to whoever I ever want! You may control what happens inside of the school to me but you can not choose who I like or love. My heart has chosen who!!!! And that's Angel"I yell at him

The last word came out of my mouth without my knowledge. Something doesn't feel right. Why am I saying things like that?

"you're going fall for me one way or another! Angel!!" Parker promised as he glared at me.
"You can't call her Angel...You turn her into an  Angel of darkness 'cause you made her go to darkness!!!! I will be her savior to save her! You will never have her. I will make sure that you never touch her. Even if you touch a hair of hers. You will know the taste of your medicine. Your f**king a piece of trash. You may look rough but inside you are weak. You made sure others do your dirty work. Ugh, Aren't I right?" Eduardo trembles with anger as he fits tighten but he was just standing there.

I've never seen him like...I mean what has gotten into him ?! 

"Why are you so silent?" With that Parker left.

I don't know what has gotten into him. Why does it feel like am the one to be scolded? It's my fault to let go this far. I don't if I can survive this long...

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I hope you liked this chapter!

 N/A: Please tell me if you think it is cheesy or bland...I want to make it a little spicy but I need to first make sure everything else is okay.