The lost girl

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The lost boy POV:
A/N:This will get really sad and I will get some tissue now.*Stiff*Why am emotional?
I saw her and my heart ache for her.
'Hey!'
'Don't every attempt suicide again!'I start to cry and the tear didn't stop coming out.I saw her and I just remember that day.The cut and scars are still in our hearts.
"Am really sorry!Sorry" She keep repeating but my heart wasn't responding to her word.
"Lizzy, D-Did you attempt suicide?" A young boy asked her. They don't know her past....Tsk.tsk.
"N-ne...Y-Yes. Am sorry"She started to cry but I quickly wiped it off.
Two year back:(
*Beep Beep*
I looked at my phone and a smile spread in my face but quickly turned to a frown.
My angel: Sorry, I can't deal with this bullshit. I know that your mother  paid my therapist to heal me but he just made it worse. He yelled at me for being worthless and waste of time. He is right. Am worthless an..and I will end this for once...Am deeply sorry...that am not strong for you. Bye.I love you...You will be my one and only true love. I will go to heaven and watch over you and you're family. Since you were only one to try to save me and understand me......I tried to do well but I wasn't made for being born in a rich Household with such sadnesses. I feel that am drowning in my own emotions. I can't fight any longer. I couldn't do it for you.Your one but others are killing me.I feel hate from my parents. Never once they say I love you or I will try my best for you or  I'm proud of you.
They say put pressure in my shoulders. In school, I get beat up for simply breathing.
Me: No!!!!
I quickly ran out of my House and started to run to you.
" Please don't die"I repeated in my head.
I didn't care that the light was red.  I just kept running.
I opened the door with my copy of keys.
I quickly ran to your room.
When I saw you that scene in your room will hunt me.
I quickly took the rope out of you neck and lead you down in the bed.
"D-Don't" I tried yo talk for the first time in years but I just couldn't. I tried over and over.
I shake you but you didn't respond.
I couldn't do anything to save you.
"Don't cry"  A faintly voice whispered.
I hugged you and start to cry..
I took a  pen and wrote in the wall.
' I love you too'
'You're beautiful'
'I will become your reason to live '
She look at those words that were written by me.
"Am so sorry" She kept repeated as she cried.
I want to tell her that It will be okay but I couldn't. I just hugged her and patted her long hair that I love. She maybe a broken Angel but She my angel.

Present Time :
"Why?" They kept asking her as they circled her.
'Stop!'
I wrote down and show it to them.
This people can't understand her feelings.
"I am just sorry" She said before she enter the room.
"Um" one of the guys interpreted the quietness of the place.
I was going to ask one of them if they would like to show me the office but I think it would be wrong of me.
"What's you name?" All of them asked in same time.
'Lost boy'
"What her name?"
'Lost girl'
"You're mistaken... Her name is Liz or Lizzy" one of them said.This boy don't know her like I do.
Tsk.Tsk.
'We are known as lost girl and lost boy in our worlds'
'Also, Where could I find the office?'
The boys aren't the Boy's That think for themself.
"That way" The boy that smile like angelic pointed to the right.
"Mm...Why did you come back? I heard that you left to nowhere." The boy that most been "groom-to-be".That won't happened in their eyes.
I shakes my head and just smile and head to the direction from the boy shown me.
"Why don't you talk?"
If they knew! I just shake my head as I headed to the office.
Liz POV:
The past is scary place to go to.
I sometimes wish I could have said something about it .
I don't really want him leave me.
I quietly cried in the corner and look at the window.
Their were one girl and a boy playing around.
That remained our  friendship.
We felt lost in the world.
We lived with parents that only cared about our image and best background than our emotions.
We tried to play as long as we could .
"Miss Liz, Why would you be starring at the window? " I returned to cruelty reality.
"Sorry, It won't happened again" the teacher quickly  returned back to teaching.
I wish I could stay stable but a single event in my life is somehow push away my future further away.
Some people would think that I live happily but not really and can't happened for now.
"Miss Liz, your going home." I packed me stuff and walked out.
"Now what!" Mother looked cheerful about something that involves me.
"You going to pick out the wedding dress"
"I already have a wedding dress" She rolled her eyes.
"Wouldn't you want to marry Bennet with that ugly dress?" Breathe in and out.
"Mother, I don't want to get married to anyone" I yelled in harsh tone.
"You will marry him" She grab my hand and started to pull me. I tried to push her fingers off of my hands.
"Oh my..god"Whispers started to come to my attention.
Four boys came close to me...This isn't right?
People from other groups don't help from outcast or people like me....Wait,Why are they wearing masks?
"A good mother won't forced  a marriage that is approved by the child." One of them said.
"Your name is Liz,right?"
"Yes" I wonder what's going on ?
"Liz, We will help you" One of them free my hands from my mother's.
"Wha-Why are you helping me?" The boys slowly took their masks off...
"What" Everyone whispered yelled.
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