Dear mother,
Mother, have you ever thought your words are like a knife that you can see?
Because you calling me 'useless', 'freak,'fat', 'worthless'.You made me into a monster that isn't visible to anyone.
You take anger from someone else and somehow you blame me for that person being rude.
Sometimes, you are a real mother and I will call you 'mom' but you somehow make me regret calling you that.I guess that you don't want me in your life or in the house since you make hang put more with angel more than before.
I am not that girl that you could make me do anything like before.
You will make sure to make that I wouldn't jump that rooftop that took all pain from the victims but it isn't 'cause you care about me but 'cause you live throughout my life as if I were the forget you that you found.
AM SO TIRED OF LIVING LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!
YOU TOLD much SPEECH TO PREVENT ME FROM BECOME ME AND YOU WOULD lie TO MAKE ME HOLD ME PLANS TO END IT FOR ONCE.
Am so tried to live.Someone, please help me but don't think it easy.
Mother, You will see me but not alive but in your dreams.
Why did you have me if won't love me?
Is it because I didn't allow you to meet that guy from a fucking group that God knows it's named?
Was I a fucking animal to you?
Mother, You can't love anyone, not even my dad.
Mother, why do always support Eduardo?
am okay with anything else but not eduardo...
it to painfully for me to handle but guess you two are from same worlds and I think it would be better if you had him than me.
My heart can't handle more than it is.I think you know since you are been more careful around me but I could be wrong since you been talking to angel mother.
I love him but something is weird and something isn't right.
I hope he wouldn't hurt me and I hope you won't push him to do so.
Bye
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General FictionLiz (15 F) never got a chance to have a somewhat normal life with the parent that she got. She's a burnout intellect student from New Life High school (boring name right). The school was full of annoying, hormonal, and self-center students. Liz has...
