always ignored

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21:52 04/08/2017

can you blame me
for constantly feeling ignored
when everyone can see
it's you two who get along

our group conversation
is just for me to read
i can't help feeling
that there's no place for me

you'd probably call me delusional
in over my head
but sometimes i'd just want
to be important instead

i'm sorry for this
i need reassurance
can't trust my friends
constant nervousness

i want to write
but i'm afraid i'll be ignored
see this is a part of me
i'd wish you didn't turn on

now it's just me again
speaking to myself
this is why i'm lonely
and can't be trusted with anything else

22:03 04/08/2017

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