today 22/01/2019
i'm so stuck
in your web
of uncertainty
will you come over
tell me something
or kill me
please decide
for i have dreams
i don't know if i should keep
because there's you
showing up
only to leave
glass shards
look so attractive
better than any reflection
for emptiness
cannot be seen
thus needs no attention
and it's fine
i just wish you wouldn't lie
i should stop writing
or else i will run out of words
and i'll end up staring bleakly
at my failure
again
and it's fine
it's not as if i pretend
my acting is a hobby
i promise
and and i suffocate
but only temporarily
because i want to make sure
i can keep you alive
you,
a stranger,
who i barely said
"see you later"
to
you,
you,
you?
you.
now 21:37 22/01/2019
YOU ARE READING
petal poetry
Poetryyour flower face and rosy cheeks floral dress on petalled skin fast written poetry raw thoughts from my brain have a little piece of me and please enjoy your stay
