20 weeks

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16:10 17/03/2018

20 weeks, i didn't count
it's how long i think it's been, by now
20 weeks since the last time
saying that i miss it would be a lie

see somehow i lost interest
figured it would be the best
so i kept myself distant
and now i'm resisting

i remember you once in a while
always accompanied with a frown or smile
look through the memories
curse the 'never will-be's'

truly i don't mind
for it's all been left behind
maybe 20 weeks from now
you completely won't be thought about

i wish you were doing well
so that my mind wouldn't dwell
but i heard you're not so fine
but you won't want my help... right?

shit, and again with those worries
keeping me away from sanity
all these reckless overvaluations
and useless examinations

trust me, i'm doing well
all these words just go to tell
the stories i make up
just like you, a fake love

16:16 17/03/2018

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