petal poetry

i'm not cut out

30/09/2017 22:45

i'm not cut out
to be anyone's anything
i don't deserve it

i can't take care of another
though i care for their health
can't even care for myself

i have a bad memory
i can't remember the dates
when they celebrate their birthdays

i can't remember
the things they said
that were so important to them

i don't feel like i'm enough
when they're all these things
and i'm hopelessly trying

i feel like a number two
because i don't know what to say
to get them to talk to me

i'm unsure if we're good
because they seems different to me
who am i supposed to be

these are all just words
of insecurities
i don't know if i even feel

30/09/2017 22:51