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18:16 13/10/2018

my eyes have drowned in tears again
i really should be used to this
this torture i supply myself
denying is pointless

they tell me to rest since i never slept
at night as i should
but all i can dream are the nightmares that seem
more realistic than life could

and my nose is still clogged
i just let myself choke
it's been half an hour since it started
i should probably grow up some more

and fuck let's hope this never gets produced
because this isn't a song i'd want to hear
just a teenager stuck in a life of no luck
so overwhelmed by fear

and it's so pointless to me at this point
i can't seem to clear my head
since everyone who hurts me now
would love me much more if i was dead

18:20 13/10/2018

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