Group chat with the Sidemen

Thirty One

This was it the last day of the week and the day that I was moving to America, I gave my flat to Sarah so she could turn it into her own specialised recording booth for when she starts on her album I told her that it was like my little moving away present to her. Cal thinks that it was sweet and so kind that I did that for her so he thanks me but I guess I kind of owe it to Sarah after all of the things they she has done for me and all the stuff that she has put up with because of me I feel like giving her my flat is what she really needs right now. As for Freya I have one thing that I want her to have and keep safe for me, because I trust her with it and my life just like I do with Sarah but I think Freya will understand it more if I give this to her. I take Freya by the hand and take her into the living and close the door behind me so that none of the boys can come in and ruin the moment.
"Savanna what is this? What are giving me?" She asked me
"I want you to look after my diary."
"Your diary?" She was so confused
"I know it seems to childish but this diary is something that I have kept since I re connected with Josh and I feel like you should have it. Like it has stuff about the boys, us, Josh and Simon in it and I don't know I guess I want you to keep it." I smile "but you have to promise me not to show this to Simon because it will tear him apart and he will go mental, and this time I won't be here to calm him down like I have before. But there is one last page in my diary that I want you to give to Simon when he starts to get with a girl who you start to see more frequently."
"I'll protect this book with my life Sav" she jokes with me which makes us both laugh. I the pull out of my back pocket a necklace and Freya knew exactly what this necklace was.

"No Savi I can't take this, I-I just can't"
"Please, Simon gave this to me and if I want to get away from him and have that fresh start I can't have anything to do with him and that includes the most sentimental thing that he was ever given to me. I'm not asking you to wear it but I want you to keep it safe for me."
"I-I don't know Sav" Freya was still so unsure about the whole necklace thing
"Please Freya, even if you lock it away in a draw and never look at it again I just want to know that it's in safe hands."
"Okay, okay I'll look after it for you." Freya gives in and I hug her tightly as I wipe away some little tears that fall quickly down my face as I thank her for doing these things for me before I go.

I have all of my things packed waiting for me in the hall by the stairs in the boy's house, the living room door opens and in walks Harry and Simon, I still had tears in my eyes they were all red and puffy but I tried so hard not to show that but it wasn't working because Simon picked it up in a heartbeat.
"You alright Sav?" Harry asks me
"Do you know what?" I ask him
"What?"
"For the first time in such a very long time I actually am alright." I smile, which gets a little smile out of Harry
"Is there anyway that I can get you to stay?" Harry asks me as he comes and sits where Freya was sitting before she took my presents away. I look at Simon I give the tiniest smile ever in hope that he notices and while keeping dead eye contact with him a reply to Harry with a simple head shake.
"You know this is all your fucking fault you selfish, self-centred, controlling fucking bully!" Harry snaps out in a rage out of nowhere, he pushes himself up from the sofa and goes straight for Simon and starts swinging for him. Eventually both of the boys are on the floor fighting violently
"JJ Josh!" I call out quickly and loudly and before I knew it JJ and Josh were in the living room pulling Harry and Simon apart but it wasn't working it was so violently; I burst into tears but only because I was scared that one of them was going to get seriously hurt in all of this. I stand in between the two fighting boys and I push Harry harshly away from Simon to try and end it, I had my hands pushed firmly up against Simon's chest
"Simon please calm down!" I shout
"Fuck off you slag" he hisses back.

What he said really really hurt and instead of Harry and Simon fighting it was now Simon and I fighting and it was just like the first fight we had together; there was a lot of name calling towards on both sides, I was being dragged off of Simon and Harry pinned me to the wall to try and calm me down and it started to work until I hear what Simon says and exploded.
"I'm so glad I slept with that girl last month." He tries to whisper to JJ but then realises that I actually heard what he said
"Who the fuck do you think you are! I put everything into our relationship and you cheat on me? I gave you fucking everything I loved you! I still do love you!" I shout at Simon
"I really don't care Savanna." When Simon says that I go mental I get away from Harry and I charge at Simon and I I go ballistic I start kicking, punching and slapping him when suddenly it happens again; Simon pushed me violently to the side of him and I hit my head on the wall and I slide down it
"Savanna!" Freya calls as she rushes over to me along with everyone else obviously apart from Simon who looked absolutely devastated that he did this. He had tears sprawling down his face as he ran his hands through his hair
"Savanna I-" he speaks but instantly Freya shuts him down
"Nah don't speak to her, just fuck off Simon." She hisses spitefully at him.
"Savanna-"
"Please Simon j-just go." I sob and like I asked Simon left me alone, I heard the front door close shut and a car reverse out of the drive.
"She needs to go to the hospital." Ethan said quickly
"No I don't, I'll be fine it's just a little cut that's all." I replied to him
"Why are you being so calm about this Sav? This is the second time that this has happened to you." Freya says
"Look I promise I'll be fine, just please can someone call Noah I want to see him." I say
"Y-yeah sure." Harry says as he grabs the phone to call him for me.