ENTRY 11

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Okay so I'm not in the mood for anything so don't piss me off. I'm hannah, aka the lonely fuck.

So I didn't do my essay for English that's due tomorrow. Not a big deal. Right I think that until now. I start working on it and I'm prepared to stay up late and work hard. I get through some research until someone messages me saying it's important. Turns out to be something that makes me very upset. I don't want to write about it but I could rant forever. Now I'm feeling like the piece of shit I am. I'm trying to work on my rough draft and my mum is constantly bugging me to see if I'm finished. I'm annoyed so I'm like 'I'm no way in hell going to finish this Shit ' and she's like 'you better or you get your stuff taken away' so then she argued I had weeks to do this and it's my fault like I already didn't fucking know that. I've just been told something that made me beyond depressed and she's yelling at me. Great. I finally stand up and say 'there is no way in hell I'm going to finish this' so I push the table away and throw my pencil, because I just want to be alone. She's taking away all of my shit and when she's done she's like 'come on and work' and I'm like 'WHAT THE FUCK?! YOU WERE JUST GOING TO CAUSUALLY TAKE MY SHIT AWAY EVEN IF I WORKED NOT FAIR.' (These arn't exact words) and now she's all pissed off and leaves me alone and takes all my stuff. So now I'm in my room, and I think I'm going to have a party with my razor. Don't try to stop me because I'm beyond heartbroken and pissed and upset. I'm hurt and this is the only way left to cope. The only reason I'm on here is because I forgot my old phone can be used if I have WiFi so here I am. I hate everyone and everyone hates me including my family. Bye I guess. But please, don't fuck around with me I'm in no fucking mood
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Stupid emotional hannah

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