Maybe Not Now, But Someday by: nikayzxs (COMPLETED)

Chapter 36: Ang nagparaya

Elizabeth Pov's

Ex-girlfriend nga pala ako ni Jheru. Jheru and I have been together for over four years. Since grade four, Jheru and I have been together for a long time. We were both happy with what we had, we had no problems. People who know Jheru and I know that they are happy for us. Everything was okay, until one day. Everything was changed. Because of her. Because of Mary Claire.

I love Jheru so much. Because of my love for him, it came to the point that I chose him over me and Mary Claire. And I'm too much confident, that he will choose me over Mary Claire because I am his girlfriend and we have been together for a long time.

You know what hurts? He chose to be with Mary Claire, rather than me. I still remember that day. The day I got hurt so much because of the man I love. Because of the one man he didn't choose me. Because of the man he wasted our four years together just for his new girl best friend.

I just realized that, no matter how much you care about someone. Even if you do everything you can to make him happy. Even if you love him more than yourself.  If he doesn't love you anymore, he will leave and he will still leave you no matter what.

I'm not blind to seeing my beloved man fall in love with another woman. To his beautiful girl best friend. When that happens, you will be hurt too much. I can't deny that Mary Claire is so beautiful. Then she was kind. All the qualities that a man wants in a woman, she has almost everything.

Ano na lang magiging laban ko sa kay Mary Claire? Hindi ko pa nga nasusubukang lumaban sa kaniya, alam kong sa umpisa pa lang, talo na ako kaniya.

I believe in the saying that, if you really love someone, even though, it hurts for you to let him or her go. Gagawin mong magpalaya at magparaya kung alam mo doon siya mas magiging masaya.

Alam naman natin na ang totoong nagmamahal ay ang siyang tunay matapang, dahil nakayanan niyang bitawan ang isang tao o bagay kahit alam niyang ito na lang ang nagpapasaya sa kaniya. After all, love is sacrifice.

Dalawang rason lang ang mayroon kung bakit mo nakilala yung isang tao, lesson or blessing ba siya sa buhay mo. Masasabi mong lesson ito sayo, pagkatapos niyang makita ang lahat ng mga maling nagawa mo ay iniwan ka. Masasabi mo namang itong blessing, kapag nakita na niya ang lahat ng pangit sayo, kapag nalaman niya ang lahat ng mga pagkakamaling nagawa mo at higit sa lahat kapag nakita niya ang kahinaan mo pero nanatili pa rin siya sa tabi at hindi iniwan. Yun ang blessing.