-AMANDA’S POV-
Weeks passed, the feelings returned, the depression returned, everything returned when Devon did. Everything went back to the fucked up normal I was used to, and in a way I wished Devon would just leave again. I was depressed now, annoyed, heartbroken because now I knew the truth.
Devon was in love with Rachel, not me.
She would never love me, she wasn’t gay, the only reason she would ever love me would be because I was just like Rachel… and I couldn’t accept that.
Could I?
Another thing that was bothering me, the dreams, they were back, more vivid and realistic then ever. I still didn’t understand them… and Devon helping me figure it out was out of the questions because, well…
I had moved out.
I moved back with my parents, I was still going to school of course, but leaving… well I needed to. I thought maybe if I was away from Devon like when she left me I would return to normal but I was wrong.
I was so, so wrong.
It had gotten worse, the dreams, the emotions, the looks, everything had just gotten out of hand. I felt closer to my parents of course, but it was like I was losing who I was. Like I was losing who I used to be, I was so different, and my parents were noticing, questioning me constantly…
But moving back was not an option.
I thought being roomies with Devon was going to be cool, but it was a complete disaster. My life was turned upside down, everything altered when I met her…
And I still didn’t get why.
I was sitting on my bed, laptop in que, and I began to wonder… there was a connection between me and Rachel. I needed to get to know Rachel a little better know, I needed to figure out what we had in common and why…
So I google-ed her.
Rachel Lee Kidder, 1994-2012, Facebook Profile, About Me:
-Class of ‘12!
-Yes, I am gay, so don’t ask.
-“One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain” - Bob Marley
-I have the awesome-est best friend in the world, Devon Hall, she’s been through thick and thin with me and I would want no one else to experience it with.
-If I had to pick a favorite food, it would have to be my mom’s Lasagna.
-I play guitar, write music, and sing. Don’t judge me before you hear me.
-Julliard in the Fall!
That’s all they had, then I moved to her pictures, her favorite food… well that was my favorite to.
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