Owned By A Mafia Boss (PUBLISHED UNDER PSICOM)

CHAPTER 36

Chapter 36

Lorcan’s Pov

I didn't sleep even a wink last night. Eversince, Clayton's and I were together it was the first time that he didn't sleep beside me nor in my house. Plus, Daniel was throwing tantrum last night when I arrived. He's looking for Clayton, I tried to give him the best alibi that I got, but Daniel is resisting my reasons. He did not buy my alibi.  He is accusing me that his papa is not in the house because of me. Which is f*cking true.

Last night, I laid on my bed with beer cans not with Clayton. I know I made a huge mistake for keeping such secret on him. I am human too. I am a human who loves him so much that it could kill me if he slips in my hands that's why I choose not to tell him but just d*mn it! Now, I don't know how I can win him back. He lost his trust in me. I know loves me so much, but Clayton is not a fool himself. He is not a type of man who loves to fool out of himself. Clayton knows when to fight and not to fight and that is what I am afraid of. I'm afraid that he'll realized to leave me instead of listening to my reasons. I can take bullets, but I cannot take the thought of him leaving me alone. He spoiled me, he showed me love that I've never felt before.

"Daddy," I snapped from my thoughts when my son pulled the hem of my shirt. I'm in grand parlor looking at the morning horizon and of course waiting for Clayton to come home. I know even if he despises me so much, he will still come here.

I lowered a bit and lifted him. "What is it son?" I asked him and gave him a peck on his chubby cheeks. Even if my mind is in haywire there's still Daniel who's keeping me sane from time to time.

"When's papa gonna go home? You said he'll come home if I sleep? I already did slept dad but why papa is still not home?" I hugged my son and have him rested on my shoulders. My shirt becomes wet because of his tears. My brushed his back to calm him down.

"I want papa. I want papa, daddy. I want papa." he sobbed.

"Shhsh, daddy's gonna bring papa home. Just give daddy a time, huh." I consoled him.

He nodded his head and buried his face on my neck. My poor son is still sobbing.

When afternoon came, my foot and hands is now itching so much. I cannot stay in my house and just wait for Clayton to come over. If I must chase him to h*ll, I will follow him. I get in on my car and starting the engine when my phone rings. I immediately answered it. Hoping that it's Clayton.

"Hello?" I answered the phone.

"Lorcan," my brows went furrowed when I hear Dr. Ruiz voice instead of Clayton. I look at the caller's ID and yeah, it's Ruiz not my man's number. Dr. Ruiz is our family doctor and Clayton's mother doctor too.

"Why'd you call?"

"I just wanna inform you that Mrs. Perkin is already awake. She woke up the other day. But we inform her son just yesterday after our 24-hour observations." he explained.

"Really? Then is Clayton there? I mean her son?" I intriguingly asked him.

"Ah, yes he went here last night but-"

"But what?"

"He's not in Mrs. Perkin's room when I went there earlier and wait a bit . . . .” he informed me. "Lorcan, I asked her attendant nurse and since last night Mr. Perkin did not went back, up until now. His mother actually looking for him." He added.