I need to stop doing this to myself. I'm honestly irritating myself at this point. I rolled my eyes at myself as I sat on the train. I picked on the fabric on the seat. This wasn't necessary, but I couldn't help myself. He got my parents killed.
I determined I was far enough away from town to text Chase. I sent him a text explaining the best I could. I was going to Cidrea. I was going to do something, to put my mind at rest. I sent the text. It was followed by him calling me, but I don't pick up. I know he could convince me to stop what I'm doing. I want to do this though. After five tries of me not picking up, he texts me back. I don't look at them. I cant right now. I hold my backpack on my lap, my leg bouncing up and down. I close my eyes and breath. This could go bad. This was going to go bad, but I didn't care. I could picture Jeremy next to me right now. Telling me I shouldn't go, and I should have planned it out more.
When the train stops I get off. My feet walk me to the house. I stop in between buildings to get myself together. I run my fingers through my hair, getting caught in all the knots. I pull my gun out of my bag and put it in my waistband. A feeling I was to familiar with. I look across the ally and see a dumpster with a broken mirror pushed against the side of it. I look in it, but I don't see Rose. I see Red Rose. She's scary I thought to myself. Red lipstick. Black leather jacket. Straightened hair, and eyes sharp as a knife. I wouldn't want to cross myself. I stuff my backpack behind the dumpster with my phone. It was close enough to the house I could run and get it, but they couldn't take my phone from me if I didn't have it on me. I blow myself a kiss and then get back to the sidewalk. I leave all my feelings in that ally. I walk emotionless, ready for a fight.
When I arrive at the house, they were waiting for me. I knew they would be. There were two guards at the door instead of the usual one. I walk up the path and they stand up. I don't recognize these boys. Are you hiring extra help Tiago? Are you that scared of a kid? I walk up the stairs.
"Move" I say when one of the boys stands in front of me.
"I cant do that" he says, putting on a tough face.
"Really, cause you got legs" I respond sarcastically. He smiles and bites his lip. Disgusting.
"I like when they are feisty" he says. I pull my gun from my pants and hold it to his chin.
"Do you like when they shoot you to?" I ask looking at him in the eyes. Fear flashes. The other guys apparently chose to sit this one out and backed away.
"I suggest you move out of my way" I say. He nods and quickly moves, his entire body shaking.
I walk into the house. Boys scattered around the house, all on high guard. They all stand up at my presence. They start walking towards me, but I run upstairs. I throw open the door to Tiagos office, my gun still at the ready. Tiago sits there, in a white tank top. His hair over his eyes. Jace stands next to him. They were waiting for me. A few of the boys run in after me, blocking the door.
"Rose" he says. The first thing I notice is he said Rose. Not Rosa. He always says my name in Spanish. I suppose I'm not part of his family anymore.
"I'm going to kill you, and your excuse for an empire" I say in a threatening tone. Tiago laughs at me. Jace looks at me, guilt covering his face. Ill get to him in a second.
"Rose, its you against an entire gang" he says folding his hands.
"We all know half these men wouldnt dare touch me, and the other half just like my tits" I respond pointing the gun at him.
"You won't shoot me" he says. What was this... a movie?
"You're right, I cant shoot you. There would be to big of a target on my back. But him I will shoot him" I say pointing the gun at Jace. Tiagos face flashes with uncertainty. He doesnt know if I'll actually do it.
"What good will come from that?" Tiago asks me, still using a calm voice.
"Cause Jace means a lot to you" I respond. He used to mean a lot to me too.
"I'm not sure I follow" he says. His Spanish accent getting heavier. He's nervous.
"My parents meant a lot to me" I respond looking Jace in the eye.
"They were my family" I continue. Jaces brown eyes fill with water.
"We're your family" Jace says to me. I pull the trigger and aim at his legs. He falls and screams. I feel arms grab me, but I dont care. I let them take me. I scream at Tiago. Hes taken everything from me. Hes to busy calling a medic to hear my words. A cloth is put over my mouth. I try screaming louder, but everything starts to fade out.
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A Saint And A Sinners Kiss
Teen FictionWhat happens when a bad girl and an innocent boy fall in love? Does he make her go soft, or does she make him rebel? What happens when it's her that needs saving? "You wanna do me a favor" I ask him. "Anything." I hold the phone closer to my ear, a...