Why am I never enough??

By thatb1tchtot

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what happens when you finally get your long time crush....Dejuane Mccoy More

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By thatb1tchtot

~skip 9 months~










it's been 9 months since everything happened and let me tell y'all it had definitely been interesting so let me catch y'all up well Azlynn is now 1 and a half years old, mike and ansley are still together, derek got with hailey, artis and cherry are still goals as always, justin and andre hoeing around and kobe is with ayaina but got tatyana pregnant...shocker i know right but kobe and ayaina are doing good and i'm helping tatyana raise her twins, their names are Kobe Jr and Blessing they are both 7 months old so they're just now learning how to walk and dejuane is with malu...no surprise there and last but not least that leaves me, ofc i'm single BUT i'd like y'all to meet Dejuane Jr

^^cute right, he is 2 months old but he is the sweetest little baby ever and even though i wanted to choke ts out of tatyana, me and her have been getting closer due to me helping her since kobe isn't much help at all, don't get me wrong he plays with them but that's literally it, he's barely around and when he is he gives them no more than 30 minutes of his time then gives the rest of his attention to ayaina which even though she's my sister it makes me like her less, not only that but when kobe does try to play with them ayaina begs him for attention and ofc the same thing is happening with me and dejuane because malu is an attention whore and if she doesn't get her way she pouts and begs dejuane, for example when Dejuane Jr was born malu begged dejuane to stay with her for the night instead of coming to see his own son born so instead dejuanes mom was right by my side, also me and Azlynn are done with counseling and have moved on and college is extremely easy so for me besides ayaina and malu life is great and i just have a little beef with kobe because he's acting like a dead beat dad, well thats all so i guess back to the present




Y: AZLYNN COME HERE
Azlynn: coming mommy

Azlynn comes running towards me so i swoop her up and spun us around while she laughed then i went to derek and gave her to him

Derek: wait what are you doing
Y: do you think you can watch her real quick while i get dejuane jr dressed
Derek: oh sure
Y: oh and hey hailey
Hailey: hey y/n, how you been
Y: good just tired from time to time and it gets harder when you're basically doing it all by yourself thankfully i had them at least 1 year apart
Derek: if you need help you can always ask us
Hailey: fr we love the kids
Y: thank you guys
Derek: no problem

i walk out and go in the room and gently wake up dejuane jr and when he feels me he instantly tightens his grip then i get his little bath tub and put in the tub and run a little water then i place him in gently cleaning him and washing his hair and once he's finished i put a diaper on him then a shirt on him and some shorts with little socks so his feet don't get cold then i make his formula and feed him on the couch as tatyana sits next to me, we feed the kids at the same time just in case she has any questions or things she needs help with

Y: any questions for today??
Tatyana: not really but i do have a question just not about this
Y: alright what is it
Tatyana: do you think you can watch kobe jr and blessing for me because i kinda would like a free day
Y: umm sure take time for yourself because trust me i know how much work this can be
Tatyana: thank you so much y/n
Y: anytime

even though i DEFINITELY DIDNT want to i did anyway because i know how much it can drain you physically and sometimes no matter how much you love your kids you need some time for yourself, soon everyone left besides me and the kids and dejuane and malu so i make all the kids food and give kobe jr and blessing baby food because they have 1 more month until they can eat regular food then i give dejuane jr his formula and feed it to him but i have to multi task so while i have dejuane jr in my arms feeding him his bottle but i'm holding him with one arm and feeding kobe jr and blessing with my free hand while azlynn feeds herself then once i finish feeding them and azlynn finishes, i bathe azlynn, kobe jr and blessing at the same time then i shower with dejuane jr then once we're finished i brush all there teeth then put them in there pajamas and put them all to sleep but azlynn isn't tired so while everyone is on my bed sleeping and dejuane jr is in his carriage, me and azlynn are in the living room, she's playing with her blocks while i finally eat and watch Coco then after a while malu comes out of dejuanes room and comes in the living room

Malu: can you leave out
Y: no
Malu: why not
Y: because me and azlynn were in here first so no
Malu: but me and dejuane are trying to watch a movie
Y: tuff but i don't remember asking
Malu: DEJUANE
Y: girl shut the fuck up the kids are sleeping
Malu: and?
Y: and shut the fuck up

she stops talking until dejuane comes out of the room and coming in the living room kissing malu on the forehead

Dejuane: what's wrong baby

i roll my eyes then look at azlynn and she comes and hugs me and sit on my lap while i play with her hair and she watches the movie with me

Malu: can you tell your baby mama to get out so we can watch our movie
Y: first i have a name which you know because you stay stalking my accounts and you follow all of them lol and i already said no
Dejuane: bro just get out
Y: no
Dejuane: stop being a bitch
Y: first off who the hell are you talking to
Malu: he's talking to you
Azlynn: shut up bitch

when she says that my eyes widen then i bust out laughing hard asf
Y: omg baby that was funny but don't say that ok
Azlynn: i'm sorry mommy
Y: it's ok just don't say it no more especially to adults
Azlynn: ok
Malu: good job now even your kids are disrespectful and have no manners
Y: first off i told her not to say it no more and she said she was sorry about it so don't tell me she doesn't have manners and second off she was only telling you what i was about to anyway
Dejuane: wouldn't be surprised if dejuane jr turned out the same way and tatyanas kids
Y: he will turn out the same way and if by that you mean respectful then yes he will just like all the kids are, and for YOU out of anyone to say something like that is just embarrassing, you're barely around and when you are your little puppy is always trying to get you away from them you weren't even there when he was being born, do you really think that's not something he's gonna remember, i do everything for these kids i even spoil them to death even tatyanas kids, i never treat any of them differently no matter how mad i am at there parents, i care more about all the kids more then you do the two you have, i didn't make those kids on my own but you sure do act like i did, so don't come for me acting like i'm gonna mess up as a mom because you fucking suck as a dad and a "fiancé" that you barely were for even a week then you have the nerve to side with some bitch that obviously doesn't like me or ANY of the kids for that matter....so you know what you and that bitch can burn in hell




and with that i picked up Azlynn and walked her to the room and laid her down on the bed next to blessing then we just watched the movie in there then about 30 minutes later azlynn was sleep so i turned off the tv and put the led lights on blue and went to sleep with them
































hope y'all enjoyed the story and btw tomorrow i figure out if i made the cheer team so if i did i'll spam if i don't idk if i'll make a chapter tomorrow but i for sure won't end the book lol

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