Why am I never enough??

part 107

when i woke up no one was in the room but i just shrugged it off and went to shower while i was in there i was singing along to the music, nique texted me asking if we could hang out so she could apologize so i agreed then once i was done i got out and dried off then got dressed in a white and blue crop top and some black ripped jean shorts with black and blue furry uggs then i sat at my vanity putting my hair into a bun and doing my eyebrows then putting on lipgloss and once i was finished i got up going out the room and down the stairs and into the kitchen

Devyn: oop period girly
Y: you see me
Sora: where you going
Y: probably gonna go hang out with someone for a few hours
Derek: where??
Y: idk wherever we go probably the mall tho
Nia: nah bitch you dressed like you going to the club
Y: bitch bye i'm not shaking nun today
Jared: you look nice tho
Y: thank you
Derek: when you leaving
Y: whenever she texts me
Azlynn: can i come
Y: no not at all you can stay here and have fun with your aunts and uncles and wherever you dad is
Dj: he doesn't talk to us
Y: wait why
Azlynn: we don't know
Y: i'll talk to him

then when i said that nique texted me letting me know she was at the spot we were meeting at which was an ice cream parlor

Y: hey derek can you watch them until get back
Derek: yea that's fine
Y: thank you

i go to derek and hug and kiss him then i give the kids a kiss on the cheek then run upstairs and grab my keys then once i get them i spray myself with a few sprits of perfume then run back downstairs and say bye to everyone then i get in my car and drive off on my way there i listened to music just singing and humming then once i get there i see nique sitting down so i turn my car off get out and lock the doors then i walk and sit down in front of her at the table

Nique: so as you know i called you here to apologize
Y: i'm listening
Nique: i wanna start off by saying me and king worked things out
Y: surprisingly but ok
Nique: and i just want to fix things with you
Y: ok like i said i'm listening

it was hard keeping up this hard persona because i did miss nique she was my bestie bitch until she did what she did

Nique: it's just you and dejuane looked like such a good couple and i wanted some of that for myself i know i could've just asked for that from king but i just loved the way dejuane talked and smiled and looked at you and i guess i got jealous and i'm sorry for letting my jealousy get the best of me and i promise you i'll never do that again because you and dejuane are so cute together and i wish y'all nothing but happiness
Y: one i forgive you but two me and dejuane aren't together anymore
Nique: wait why what's up
Y: well as you know we got married maybe 6 months ago
Nique: yea
Y: well we were only married for 4 months until he cheated on me with davine and she was pregnant but it turned out to be jared's then he went and dated malu and i started dating derek but i took a little break from him then dejuane asked me to pick between him and derek while he was still with malu so i chose derek and he got upset
Nique: i'm sorry babe
Y: girl it's fine i really don't care
Nique: yea you do and you know it
Y: i'm so serious when i say i don't care it's not the first time so it doesn't really bother me like at all
Nique: oh ok then so he's with malu
Y: yea there cute together but nasty and loud asf
Nique: oof so y'all still live in the same house
Y: oh no i moved recently with kobe and we made a creator house with a few other people then the others kept coming over so we just let them move in with us
Nique: oh ok cool so what do you want to do
Y: bitch idk what you about to do but i'm about to get some of that ice cream
Nique: shit well then so am i

me and nique go and order our ice cream i get an cookies and cream ice cream cone and nique gets a mint chocolate chip ice cream cone then we sit and eat and talk for about 2 hours then i take a picture of myself and once we're finished she gets in her car and i get in mine and we go to a movie theater and watch a horror movie we jump so many times and laugh then after the movie we go out to eat and some guy comes and starts talking to us and we laugh at him because he was fucking ugly but he kept talking to us so we just got our food to go then we got in our cars and headed to the house because nique wanted to see it

chill chapter because i'm in class 🙃 anyways i watched the bet awards last night but i didn't get to watch it all so who all won awards besides rocksody and pop smoke??