Why am I never enough??

part 152

while me and kobe were in my room playing around and getting on the game he said his head was hurting really bad so i turned the lights off so it can help then i put a face mask on him while i massaged his temples then i took it off and massaged his whole face while he laid on my chest and i started rubbing his back and just telling him stories since the tv was too loud for him at the moment and i got a few laughs out of him then i got up making him a bubble bath and i got in with him just talking to him and eating strawberries then we got out and ate some real food while watching a movie but i had to dim the lights on the tv and i had to turn the volume down a little but it was fine because we really weren't paying attention because i was laying down and kobe was laying on top while i rubbed his back and later he fell asleep and i was up by myself just on my phone watching youtube until mattia and alejandro came in

Y: shhhhhh
Mattia: oh our bad we just want to come hang with y'all
Y: we aren't hanging kobe has a headache so we've been laying in bed all day
Alejandro: well we are joining so deal with it
Y: i don't like y'all
Mattia: we know you tell us every day
Y: just making sure i tell y'all enough
Mattia: we don't give a fuck though
Y: i'll kick you out
Mattia: how you can't even get up
Y: fair point

they lay on the bed besides me and later kairi, robert, derek, mike, and vallyk came in and they were taking up hella space but me and kobe still had a decent amount then mattia put on a horror movie

Y: no because kairi always yells and i just said kobe has a headache
Kairi: i won't tell this time
Y: i don't care do not play it mattia

mattia does the fucking opposite and starts playing the movie and about 30 minutes in kairi yells and kobe starts moving around and rubbing his eyes but i rubbed his back and he fell back asleep then i reached out and slapped kairis forehead

Y: shut the fuck up kai
Kairi: i'm sorry it was a jump scare
Y: i told y'all not to play it in the first fucking place
Kairi: mattia played it not me
Y: i never said you played it but you are the dumbass who yelled and almost woke him up
Kairi: geez i'm sorry damn
Y: don't give me no sas when you messed up
Kairi: you're mean
Y: wait no i'm sorry kai but shut up for real
Kairi: fine
Y: thank you bubs

we continue watching movies and playing around until kobe gets up and goes downstairs and after a while i go to check on his and he's on the couch laying down so i go and lay on him

Y: why'd you come down here
Kobe: y'all kept playing and i was waking up
Y: i'm sorry you could've asked us to be quite
Kobe: i know but i didn't want to
Y: so what do you want to do then
Kobe: i don't know let's go somewhere
Y: ok i'll go get dressed

i go upstairs and let the guys know then i go in the bathroom and get ready so i curl my hair and brush my teeth then once i put on deodorant i spray myself with perfume and put on my outfit

^^my outfit

but i make sure to put on a strapless bra then i walk out the bathroom

Kairi: ok y/n i see you
Y: i know you see me
Mattia: period bestie
Vallyk: looking like a snack
Y: chile anyways i gotta go
Kairi: bye

i grab some money and put it in my purse then i spray myself with perfume a few more times and i grab my keys and start walking out the door and when my back is facing everyone mike yells

Mike: look at that dump truck!!!
Derek: ong that thang thanging
Y: leave me alone pervs
Alejandro: they have a point
Y: ale you're weird

i cover my butt and walk downstairs then me and kobe walk out the front door getting in the car and driving off first we stop at an ice cream parlor and we just sit down eating while kobe rambles about random things and after a while we go to a movie and even though we're supposed to get our own seats he made me sit in his lap which i didn't mind then we went to a park and we just sat on a bench talking as people walked by then we saw the group and we were about to get up and walk away until they saw us also and started walking in our direction so we just sat back down

Jared: you look nice today y/n
Y: ........
Jared: why aren't you talking
Kobe: because she doesn't talk to other guys that try to flirt with her
Jared: why not
Kobe: well maybe just relatively speaking since she's here with me and only me i would think we have something going but how would i know
Jared: could've just said that
Kobe: or maybe you could've took the hint that she didn't want you after you picked sides but ok
Cherry: alright that's enough but y/n you do look nice
Y: thank you cherry
Dejuane: she probably only wore that to get compliments
Y: oh no i get enough from kobe but thanks for thinking that
Dejuane: then why wear it in the first place
Y: i wore it for kobe but go off i guess
Dejuane: so you didn't wear it for attention from other people...yea right
Y: i didn't i get enough attention from kobe and my real friends at home but since you in my business who's home with my kids
Dejuane: i took them to my moms house
Y: don't tell me they are going to yours then go and give them to your mom you knew you really didn't want to hang out with them so why take them in the first place you dumbass
Kobe: alright let's go before they ruin everything
Y: fine but tomorrow we're going to get the kids
Kobe: i know but as of right now let's go home we can find something to do there
Y: ok

i flicked dejuane off and then me and kobe got up getting in the car and driving home and once we made it back no one was in our room so we laid on the bed all day until he fell asleep again while i stayed up on my phone

sorry i went to sleep at 8:20pm and i'm just now waking back up