Why am I never enough??

part 143

once y/n woke up she sat up looking at mike and she smiled then she tried to lift her legs but they were hurting so she just stayed laying down until mike woke up and grabbed her face kissing her and when he pulled away he looked at her and smiled

Mike: good morning
Y: good morning
Mike: why haven't you showered
Y: my legs hurt so i can't really get up
Mike: oh my bad
Y: haha it's fine

mike picks me up and showers with me then we get dressed and we lay back on the bed while mike massages my legs and after a few hours and my legs are back to normal we walk out the room and into the kitchen seeing everyone eating breakfast

Kairi: good morning
Mike: good morning
Y: morning kai
Mattia: how'd y'all sleep
Y: i slept great
Mike: same here
Y: how y'all sleep
Donn: well we could've slept better if people would've stopped arguing
Y: who??
Donn: dejuane, ansley, sharan and melissa they argued damn near all night
Mike: over the same thing
Donn: yes
Melissa: no dejuane said if you don't owe him any loyalty then he doesn't owe you any
Y: what loyalty does mike owe to dejuane
Melissa: exactly but supposedly if you and mike did something then he betrayed him
Y: that's the most dumbest shit i've heard me and dejuane aren't even together yea we have history but we aren't together
Melissa: OMG finally someone who agrees with me
Ansley: it doesn't matter y/n is no better than mike
Mike: she knows because we're both two people with broken hearts trying to find someone to fix them
Ansley: oh boohoo cry me a river
Mike: ehh i don't want to waste any more tears on you
Y: as you shouldn't and ansley stop being such a bitch you're the one who cheated so why are you so mad if anything mike should be mad at YOU
Ansley: i don't care he obviously moved on because let's not act dumb we all know y'all did something together because you throw yourself at every guy
Y: first off no the fuck i don't because i've only dated 4 guys dumbass and second why does that have anything to with you and if we did so what i bet you aren't about to beat my ass over it so please watch your mouth before you speak to me bitch
Ansley: see that's the shit i'm talking about you have yet to deny wether you and mike have done anything
Y: why would i deny something that's true
Kairi: whatdidshesay
Mattia: oop
Alejandro: not gonna say i knew it but.....
Sora: ship??
Dejuane: and you have the audacity to talk about me and ansley
Y: one i'm SINGLE i don't understand what you don't get from that and two so is mike
Ansley: he wasn't single last night
Y: he was and it didn't take a rocket scientist to figure that out but apparently you needed one
Ansley: so all because dejuane doesn't want you and cheated on you multiple times then that means go fuck up other peoples relationships
Y: um are you fucking slow i don't want dejuane so i don't know where you got that information from and i didn't fuck up y'all relationship your dumb ass did that yourself
Ansley: whatever y/n save the excuses mike isn't even that good anyway and never was i always had to fake it when i was with him
Y: that's funny because i didn't have to fake anything so i'm pretty sure you're lying
Ansley: i'm not lying
Y: oh well maybe he was just a little more excited to do it with me than you
Ansley: you're just lying to make him feel good
Y: no but he sure did make me feel good
Avani: oop
Jale: no she didn't just say that
Jared: i just sit back and observe
Tatyanah: chile this is getting heated
Ansley: what did you just say
Y: you heard me bitch
Ansley: say it to my face
Y: gladly

y/n went up to ansley and slapped the shit out of her then ansley grabbed y/ns hair so y/n started punching ansley in the face and soon they were on the ground fighting while y/n was on top and ansley was on bottom they stayed like that for a while until ansley grabbed on to y/ns shirt so she took it off only in her bra still punching her then mike came and pulled y/n off of ansley and when she got up she threw a bunch of ansleys hair in the air and started laughing while my mike pulled her into the room and she laid on the bed throwing her head back in frustration and anger

Mike: are you ok
Y: no she just annoys me so fucking much and she throws everything about my personal shit in my face then they wonder why i keep shit to myself
Mike: because she was never your real friend y/n so of course she's going to use your personal business as ways to defend herself but you can't let that get to you
Y: how not when everyone does it no matter what i do or who i'm with somehow my relationship with dejuane always gets thrown in my face and it's not fair because i never do that to any of you but it's always done to me
Mike: don't cry they don't deserve your tears if they want to throw shit in your face let them but you gotta know who the real y/n is no one else does besides you and you know that you don't need dejuane so show them that show everyone that
Y: i'm just tired of being frustrated with people and letting people get to me but your right mike i need to remember the me i was before i even met dejuane which was a chill girl with a one of a kind vibe
Mike: exactly but don't go back to being the old you because you were cringy as hell
Y: uhh fuck you mike
Mike: again?? wow
Y: i can't stand you
Mike: it be like that
Y: haha but for real thank you for making me feel better
Mike: of course but i can do that in multiple ways
Y: show me
Mike: if you wish

i took a fat nap and i don't regret it 😌