Why am I never enough??

part 41

once i woke up i saw Tatyana holding Azlynn while she cries and dejuane just watching
Y: give me my baby
Ta: why
Y: obviously she doesn't like you so stop trying to force her to like you
Ta: here take your ugly ass baby
once she give me Azlynn she instantly stop crying so i put her in her bed then look at dejuane
Y: so your not gonna say something to her
dejuane stayed quiet so no matter how much my legs hurted i got up and slap ts out of Tatyana
M: omg!!! ok y/n lay back down
Y: one second
then i slap dejuane and slap tatyana one more time
Y: don't ever call my baby ugly bitch she is the cutest little girl i have ever seen obviously your ugly that's why she doesn't like you and for you to have the audacity to say that shit to my face is hella bold because girl i'll break your neck, idk what your problem is but if you don't like me that's fine but you're not gonna sit here and talk shit about MY newborn baby
then i turn towards dejuane
Y: and for you to sit back and let her say that is so messed up what kind of father lets some random talk down on his just born daughter, i'm trying not to cuss you out because then i would be setting a bad example but boy when we get home and i'm able to let mike watch her i got a few things to say to you but until then get out and take tatyana with you
De: wait no what i'm sorry
Y: so i've heard for the 100th time, now when you say that the word has no meaning you just throw it around and i would never let someone talk about my child like she's nothing and i'm saying MY CHILD because until you act like she's yours then just act like me and her don't exist and like i said get out NOW, oh and one more thing before you go
i slap dejuane again then get back in the bed and lay Azlynn back on my chest and watch tatyana and dejuane walk out
M: i'm guessing y'all are obviously broken up
K: yea
Y: when was this
K: last week
M: oh
V: so who's gonna stay with you now??
Y: Kai??
Kai: yea i'll stay
Y: thank you and kobe watch tatyana and dejuane please i don't trust them together
K: aight love you and love you Azlynn
Y: we love you too
kobe walks out with everyone else so now it's just me and kairi
Kai: i can hold her right??
Y: ofc come here
i scoot over on the bed so kairi can sit next to me then i hand him Azlynn and watch him play with her she seems to really like him so i decide to go to sleep, once i wake up kairi is sleep with Azlynn on his chest, i just let her stay there then since i get to leave tomorrow i got up and showered then put on my regular pajamas then got back in bed

Kobe POV
K: wtf am i supposed to tell y/n, she gets out the hospital tomorrow with YOUR newborn baby that you just let someone disrespect and might i add that she didn't make that baby by herself, you had a lot to do with it but yet everytime it's something new with you mane you a bitch
end of kobe POV

"kairi wake up", i shake kairi awake but gently ofc because Azlynn was on his chest
Kai: hmmm
he says barely awake and obviously still tired
Y: i never found a middle name for Azlynn what should it be
Kai: what you're letting me pick it
Y: ofc you're the only one always here for me so ofc i'm gonna share my big day with you
Kai: ok we'll make her middle name Faith
Y: oh that's pretty Azlynn Faith Thomas, i like that
Kai: Thomas is a good last name
Y: yea i know right
i say obviously upset looking away
Kai: i'm sorry i didn't mean to upset you
Y: no it's fine it's just everything was perfect for 8 straight months and now it's like everything js messing up again
Kai: y/n i'm sure everything is fine
Y: yea me too it's just sometimes i'm not really sure
Kai: everything comes to light sooner or later so you'll find out soon i guess
Y: true
me and kairi continue talking about me and dejuane and about Azlynn and how we should take more trips and how we want to see more youtubers soon and writing down youtubers names that we have dreamed about seeing and places we want to see we even talked about how i've still never met dejuanes parents, then Azlynn started crying so i asked kairi to step out for a little then i breast fed her and once i was finished i let kairi back in then rocked Azlynn back and forth then i had to change her diaper but after that she was once again out like a light then i decided to tell my supporters about her being born so i took a picture of her an posted it on my main, for the picture we put a little tiara on her head and put yellow and orange roses on her while she was still sleep

y/n.baby: welcome baby Azlynn Faith Thomas to the world 🥺❤️
liked by kairicosentino and 1000000 others
kbreezo: she so pretty 🥺
y/n.baby: ofc i made her^^
vallykpena: i'm a uncle 🥰
y/n.baby: indeed you are ^^
kairicosentino: i'm with her rn so i'm favorite 😘
y/n.baby: as you should ^^
dejuane.mccoy: my baby ❤️
simpstatus: she's so cute awww
y/n.baby: thank you so much 🥺🙏🏾^^
therealslimedupmike: good thing she got dejuane genes or she would be ugly
y/n.baby: bitch don't ever ^^
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the doctor came in and finally gave us the birth certificate and i just look at it seeing dejuanes signature, then i fill in Azlynn middle name space then the doctor gives me a copy to take home then she gives us some things to help care for Azlynn with then she lets us leave so i text kobe letting him know

ugly lightskin 🥴🤢
Y: hey we're on our way home rn
U: alright see you then
*end of messages*

we get me and Azlynn bags and her car seat and put them in kairis car, once i know Azlynn is buckled up i make sure everything is in the car then i sit in the back with her and fall asleep on the way home

oop what was kobe talking about 🍵 never a moment of piece with that nigga 🤦🏽‍♀️