Why am I never enough??

part 87

after awhile the kids got tired so i did their night routine then put them under my cover but blessing and kj slept in kobe's room so i had to transition between rooms but i put on a movie for azlynn and dj and once they were sleep i walked out then i went to kobe's room and put on some cartoons for blessing and kj until they fell asleep then i walked out gently closing the door and i went to jadens room

Jaden: girl get out
Y: boy no
Jaden: but isn't this my room
Y: ask me do i care
Jaden: do you care
Y: fuck no
Jaden: bro go mess with someone else
Y: bet but imma drown you in your sleep
Jaden: sure now leave

i get up and walk out then i individually go to everyone's room besides monroe's then i go into jared's and i sit down on his bed while he has his mic on playing 2k20 with some of his out of state friends

Jared: y'all fucking suck where's the defense
??: bro your offense is fucking trash
??: fr and fuck the defense that don't mean nun if you can make no shots
Jared: it means everything i can't make shots if every time i try to i get blocked because you guys won't put up some good defense you fucking bots y'all are trash
Y: imma just leave
Jared: no sit back down
Y: well ok then
??: who are you talking to
Jared: you're mom she asked if i wanted a sandwich after she sucked my dick
??: hahah he got you there
??: that wasn't even funny and jared you're still trash
Jared: bro you've missed 13 open shots and yes i've been counting, how you got on aim bot and still missing please find a different team to be on
Y: alright i'm going to my room if you need me imma be playing my own game
Jared: alright make sure to close my door
Y: aight

3rd person pov:
y/n went in her room and laid on the bed getting under the cover beside the kids and turned on her ps4 and started playing call of duty zombies while back at the old house everyone was discussing some things

Mike: i just think y/n is happier where she is and we should respect that
Vallyk: we are respecting that all we're doing is thinking about visiting her
Mike: how do y'all know she even wants to see us
Cherry: she told us she would never replace us so i doubt she would mind us coming over
Mike: but what if she does and she makes us leave
Artis: if anything it's dejuane and davine that she'll make leave
Dejuane: wow thanks artis
Artis: i'm just being honest
Mike: i'm just saying maybe we should wait until she decides for them to come meet us
Derek: no i miss her and i'm going to see her tomorrow wether y'all come with me or i go by myself
Dejuane: she lives 2 hours away
Derek: #1 that still doesn't change my mind but #2 why she move so far away
Mike: because she wants a fresh start like she told us before she came in packed her shit then left
Derek: oh anyways i'll be up at 10:00am and whoever's sleep is getting left

3rd person pov:
after that derek walked into his and haileys room and laid down watching movies that reminded him of y/n and once he got tired he shut his eyes drifting off to sleep while at y/ns house the group was back in the living room talking and playing with kobe and his kids were in his room sleeping and y/n and her kids were in her room doing the same thing

Nia: so how do we all feel about y/n and kobe
Sora: i like them they're so cool and chill
Monroe: i don't think y/n likes me
Dixie: omg i wonder why
Monroe: no need for the sarcasm
Diego: you did try and get with her baby daddy right in front her
Monroe: they're not even together anymore
Ballo: doesn't make it right
Kay: at all
Donn: so what y'all wanna do tomorrow
Larray: let's go kayaking
Jaden: you sound....
Lexi: white asf
Larray: bitch you are white
Lexi: but i don't go no damn kayaking
Nia: mother fucker i can't even swim
Tatyanah: ong
Avani: i'm average
Dixie: i can swim
Manolo: ofc you can
Dixie: huh manolo sum said
Manolo: nope nun at all
Smitty: cap

3rd person pov:
they all kept talking and laughing then once they all started to feel tired again they all got up and went to their rooms and jaden automatically fell asleep, nia called her boyfriend, tatyanah was talking to josh, devyn was taking off her makeup, jared was showering, sora was taking his contacts out, diego was putting on some shorts, haihai was talking to kay across the hall, monroe was texting vallyk trying to get dejuanes number, lexi was trying to text vallyk to flirt and vallyk was responding, dixie was calling her family, avani was making clown tiktoks, while smitty, manolo, donn, ballo, and larray were knocked tf out but around 2:00am everyone was out like lights

i'm about to be out like a light again because i'm tired ash 💀