Why am I never enough??

part 36

i woke up with dejuane wrapped around me like a big baby which i loved, but i had to get up so i quietly removed myself from under him then went and showered and got dressed i kissed dejuane on the cheek then left him a note about what's happening today then quietly closing the door and going to kairis house, on my way across the street i knew i had to do something extreme for dejuanes birthday or he'd be mad because i have a lot of stuff planned for kairi, i knock on kairis door and his mom answer
K/m: oh hey honey, kairi is still sleep upstairs you can go up tho if you want
Y: thank you
i give kairis mom a hug then walk upstairs to kairis room once i open the door i see him knocked out so i run and jump on him
Kai: OW SHIT GET OFF FAT ASS
Y: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH
Kai: OK THANK YOU NOW GET OFF
Y: fine
i already had kairis gift in my car because it was a little big so we had to stay at his house all day or he would see it i was able to keep kairi busy for 4 hours then i brought him to my house because everything should've been finished so as we opened the boot everyone popped out
E: SURPRISE
kairi jumped a little then he looked around at everything and sobbing a little so i gave him hug
Y: aww big baby
then i pulled away and wiped his tears, during that the party and everything was fun then it was time for kairi to open presents everyone gave him there's then it was my turn
Y: alright kairi now it's my turn here's your first gift
i gave him the phone that matched mine then i went to the car to give him my other gift
Y: and here's these

act like it says 17 instead of 21

Kai: OMG Y/N I LOVE IT
kairi got up and gave me a huge hug then picked me up and spun me around then once he put me down he started jumping up and down
Kai: bruh this is so cute
De: dang mbn
Y: yes i put in a lot of work on this gift so i'm glad you like it and dejuane stop being so jealous i love you more than kairi, sorry kai
Kai: it's fine but omg thank you so much i love this, today was absolutely perfect because of you
Y: aww i love you kairi samuel consentino
Kai: not my government name
Y: yes the government name
De: i'll be right back
Y: Dejuane Thomas Mccoy sit your ass down
Ma: oop sips tea
De: whatever
dejuane sits back down then everyone starts playing games and laughing and talking then it starts to get a little boring
Ma: let's play truth or dare
Y: but mainly everyone here is taken
Ma: ok we won't do anything extreme
Y: if dejuane is ok with it then i guess
De: yea sure
we all sit in a circle and the game starts and it's fun then derek says sum dumb ass shit
D: y/n who was your first kiss
Y: why
D: just answer you said truth
Y: alright it was kobe
V: wait fr
Y: nah for fake now i answered the question now continue
then mike says dumber shit
M: alright dejuane truth or dare
De: dare
M: i dare you to tell us who you lost your virginity to
De: um it was with tatyana
Y&K: wait what the fuck, when was this
De: a week or so before we met y'all
Y&K: so when y'all met us y'all were messing around
Ta: yea ok yes but stop talking at the same time it's weird
Y&K: well damn should've lost ours to each other
me and kobe start laughing at the fact that we said that at the same time
Y: ok tatyana truth or dare?
Ta: truth
Y: who was your first love
Ta: dejuane
Y: damn bitch is any question i ask not gonna end with you and dejuane
Ta: well you did ask
Y: i'm done asking questions
Kai: well dejuane truth or dare
De: i just went
Kai: just answer the damn question
De: truth i guess
Kai: ok was y/n your first love or tatyana
De: um ta-
Y: NOPE nvm i'm done playing yup, alright deuces have fun play all y'all want just don't put my name in anymore questions or answers or statements, none of that
i walked out not mad or sad just a little disappointed then i went on a walk just thinking and humming songs in my head then i see a flyer and start fan girling i took it then ran home, which was easy since i did track once i got in everyone just looked at me and you could tell they were still playing the game, then i ran to kairi while he was still sitting down and jumped on his shoulders causing me and him to fall then i got up laughing and i lifted the flyer up and started screaming
Y: AHHHHHHHHH OMG OMG
C: girl why are you yelling
Y: CHRIS BROWN IS COMING TO NEW JERSEY FOR A CONCERT AHHHHHHHHKWJEONE
K: ok ok calm down
Y: NO WTF IM EXCITED
i pull out my phone and pull up the link to buy them
Y: are you guys coming or not because i'm buying my tickets right the fuck now
Ma: sure yea we'll go
Y: AHH IM SO EXCITED
i pay for all of our tickets then i start jumping around happy as hell
De: bruh calm down
Y: ok ok
i calm myself down then collect my thoughts
Y: oh shit i'm supposed to be disappointed in you
De: i didn't do anything
Y: well yea you did you said tatyana was your first love ass
De: you didn't let me finish, i said she was first love but you were the first person i was ever IN LOVE with
Y: awwww i'm sorry baby
i go to dejuane and sit on his lap facing him and kissing him over and over
Ma: get a room
De: actually that's a good idea
dejuane then picks me up and carries me to the room and locks the door

Mattia POV
once dejuane took y/n to the room we all started talking
C: omg they are nasty
Art: fr bruh they didn't have to tell us
Y: OH FUCK
Ma: HAHAHAHA
A: OMG HAHAHA
we all started laughing because we heard y/n then dejuane said something making us laugh 20x times harder
De: FUCK JUST LIKE THAT
K: OMFG HAHAHAH
Kai: how did my birthday turn into a porn movie HAHAHAHA
Ans: nah bruh i'm going to sleep LMAO
everyone went to their rooms then me and kairi went home
end of Mattia POV

once me and dejuane finished i fell asleep along with dejuane and i slept like a baby then i woke up hella late at night and i made me some food then someone wrapped their arms around my waist so i turned around and it was dejuane so i sat on the counter and he sat i between my legs and he kept giving me pecks on my lips
Y: why are you awake
De: because you woke up
Y: yea cause i'm hungry
De: we'll eat in the morning
Y: but i'm not tired anymore
De: i know a way
then dejuane picked me up by my thighs and carried me back into the room and we went round 2 then 3 then 4 then last but not least 5 then i was officially sleep like an actual baby

mbn not to be single 😪