Why am I never enough??

By thatb1tchtot

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what happens when you finally get your long time crush....Dejuane Mccoy More

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part 26

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as i got in the car dejuane looked 50x more pissed i just knew tonight i was sleeping alone which sucked since i just got him back but i'm not breaking up with him lol, the whole ride is silent then Little Lion Man comes on and i start singing causes singing always calms me down then he turns the radio off and the whole ride home is silent we get out the car and he doesn't help get anything he just walks inside while i get everything so i'm just humming music and bringing the stuff in while he has his ass on his back, once i'm finished i go to the room where he is and i try to cuddle with him but he moves
Y: ok bro wtf is your problem
De: you are
Y: how
De: i told you not to wear that shit then you did and caused problems for both of us then you hugging other niggas and shit like wtf bruh
Y: first i wasn't gonna listen to you because i was just trying to mess with you and ok i fucking caused a problem i admit that and i'm sorry but for you to leave me in the store after that happened was fucked up and that's why i hugged the other guy because he helped me get him away again and walked me to the car when you were too busy obviously
De: i don't give a fuck if you needed me i would've came back in you didn't have to get someone else to help you and then not only that but give him your number!!!!!!
Y: can you stop yelling i literally got out the hospital today
De: I DONT FUCKING CARE YOU KNOW WHAT SLEEP BY YOURSELF OR WITH THAT OTHER NIGGA I DONT GIVE A FUCK
Y: ok now stop yelling
De: fuck you
and with that he walked out i was so stressed and tired, tired of everything the arguing the yelling but i love him to death i got up and ran some hot water and put some bubble forming stuff in then sat in and just calmed my mind and relaxed i then got out and went to sleep it was around 4:00 am IN THE MORNING AND SOMEONE DECIDED TO KNOCK ON MY DOOR i go downstairs and it's dejuane with tears running down his face and he apologized
Y: come here big baby
i gave him a hug then we did the deed then i gave him that gawk gawk ash kash toes tingling heart thumping blood rising heart warming 3000 and then we went to sleep.....















once i woke up it was 8:00 am i went downstairs and made myself breakfast because if you ain't up you don't eat tf i took my food and sat on the couch watching tv then dejuane comes in
De: where's my food
Y: on your mind
De: so didn't make me nun
Y: you weren't up
De: see nah you ain't wife material
Y: boy bye
he went to get himself food then he came back
Y: where'd you go
De: you in my business don't do that
Y: oh that's a bet
i decided to go to kobe's house so i get dressed and walk out the door on my way there dejuane calls me
De: where'd you go
Y: you in my business don't do that
De: you so petty
Y: and is
i hang up then get my spare key and open kobe house door i go to his room and see him and tatyana
Y: OH OMG OMG IM SO SORRY
i know i've seen kobe naked but i've never seen him like THAT before, i run out and just sit in the couch traumatized then they came out and kobe try's to hug me and i dodge his dumbass
Y: nah you good g
K: bruh you walked in on us
Y: bro you good tho because you were going crazy
i start hyping him up while tatyana sits there confused af
Ta: um anyways that was awkward af how you get a key
Y: all of us basically share houses were practically related
Ta: oh well um interesting
Y: maybe i should've knocked
K: you think
Y: but y'all nasty
K: don't act like we don't know what you be doing with dejuane
Y: ummmm i don't
K: then let me see your phone
Y: nah i'm good
kobe starts chasing me and he tackles me to the ground and takes my phone and he goes thru it and sees dejuanes messages
K: BRO YALL NASTY
i burst out laughing
Y: no one told you to look
K: y'all need jesus
Y: and so do you and tatyana
i give kobe one last hug and then i get back in my car and go home i walk in and kiss dejuane
De: why you smell like cologne
Y: i was with kobe
De: hmmm
Y: if you want proof i can call him but he's busy blowing tatyanas back out
we both start laughing then we go put on our onesies and face masks and sit down and eat snacks and play around and laugh and just enjoy each other's company then i go on his phone and just snap random ass pictures then i see malu name still in his contacts
Y: why haven't you blocked her yet
De: i forgot
Y: oh ok
we go back to playing around and laughing then we turn on a movie and fall asleep






































i wake up and today's sunday meaning we have hell tomorrow which is also homecoming (oh btw we got back on the cheer team) i make sure i have all my stuff in my bags and my uniform is ironed then dejuane comes next to me
De: can you iron my football jersey
Y: where is it
De: at my house
Y: yea go get it and i'll iron it
De: can you get it
Y: fine omg
De: thank you baby
he gave me a kiss then i grabbed my keys and went to his house i saw andre was there
Y: what's up dre
A: where dejuane
Y: he's at my house
A: why he tell me come to his house then
Y: that's a hella good question, well he just sent me to get his football jersey so that's what i'm doing
A: oh ok
Y: you can come back with me
A: aight
i grab his jersey then we get back and there's a car in the driveway so i park my car next to there's and we walk in and dejuane is talking to some girl all buddy buddy and shit then when we came in he jumped away from her
Y: who's this
the girl turned around and it was malu
Y: yk what i'm not gone jump to conclusions but no matter what is going on i don't want that bitch in my house at all
De: we were just planning a special event for you
Y: oh ok but i still don't want this bitch in my house
(yk we gotta make her a lil gullible)
Malu: ok i'll leave
Y: thanks the door is right here
Malu: i'll call you to continue the planning
Y: no you won't because i'll make sure you're blocked by tonight
she walked out and me and andre went upstairs talking about things at school and gossip then dejuane came so we stopped talking
De: hmmm the silent treatment i see
Y: anyways so like i was saying
i say turning to andre and continuing our conversation we talk for hours then he leaves and me still not talking to dejuane i go in my room and fall asleep




























































































i got a question should i have a surprise in the next chapter or a relationship problem with y/n and dejuane???

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