Why am I never enough??

part 1

hey i'm y/n i'm 16 years old i live in Atl i have 3000000 followers on insta my mom is average where not OMG rich but we are rich anyways on to the story
Y/m: Y/N COME DOWNSTAIRS YOURE GONNA BE LATE TO SCHOOL
Y: coming mom
I hurry up and change into my outfit (whatever you prefer to wear) i then put my hair in a messy bun grab my bag for school then run downstairs and grab my keys, i give my mom a kiss on the cheek and get in my mercedes and pull out the driveway, I pull up to school and meet up with the boys
Vallyk~V
Kobe~K
Derek~D
Mike~M
V: what's up y/n
Y: nun much i just don't wanna be at school
D: who does
M: fr
K: let's go to class before we're late
as we're walking to we saw the one and only Dejuane Mccoy he also had 3000000 followers on insta and 1000000 on tiktok, I don't have tiktok i find it cringy but all the boys have tiktok, anyways i've had a crush on dejuane for years i've always found him attractive but i don't even think he knows i exist
K: Y/N you're staring again
as i snapped out of my thoughts i noticed Dejuane and the boys staring at me i blush and quickly turn my head as we continue to walk
M: if you like him so much why don't you just go talk to him
V: exactly you're always staring at him, sooner or later or if you don't talk to him he's gonna think you're a stalker
Y: i'll talk to him eventually i'm just too shy now
D: if you say so
i nudge derek and we continue to walk and talk, i have first block with derek and mike so vallyk and kobe go their separate ways and me derek and mike walk into class and take a seat as we're talking and laughing i look up and see dejuane walking in class he takes a seat next to me so i turn my head to mike and start blabbing to him then the pervy teacher comes in class
Teacher~T
T: y/n stop talking before i make you see me after class
he says winking at me
Y: eww old fuck i would never go no where near you, you smell like shit
everyone starts laughing even Dejuane wish causes me to smile
M: can we have one class without you flirting with students you perv
D: fr you're so weird
the teacher gives them an angry look and starts to teach class once he starts talking i feel a tap on my shoulder, i look over and it's dejuane
D: you're pretty funny
Y: thanks i guess
D: anytime
he says winking at me, i quickly turn my head because i can feel my face turning red