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"Zendrea, are you okay?"
"Yes, Manager."
The hell!
Till the conference end? Nakakahiya mang sabihin? Pero ang laman ng utak ko? 'Yong...'yong sinabi ni Frost. Fuck! What the hell. That shouldn't running from my mind! But how could he say those words. He's even fucking calm earlier!
Can you believe that? Date him? Urgh! No way! HINDI pa ako nasisiraan ng bait para i-date siya. For pete's sake! May boyfriend ako. And that is his brother, Troy.
I bid my goodbye to manager and went to the parking space.
"Daylan? Iuwi mo na ako sa condo ko, hurry." He nodded his head and opens the door.
Pero nagtaka ako, because someone...
"Manager?"
What the Why I am feeling there's something bad about to happen? It is because Manager is not only standing outside of the van? She's with, them!
"Bakit naman ganiyan ang reaction ng mukha mo ng makita mo ako, huh?"
"Nothing, never mind."
"Ah, by the way. Since pauwi ka naman na? Isabay mo na 'tong apat na lalaki na 'to. Sinabay ko lang din kasi sila kanina.Is it okay?" Manager said.
Wait! Kung sasabay sila? That means? There's a big possiblity na makasama ko si Frost? And he even might asked my answer to his, offer! Gosh! E kung hindi ko naman sila pasasabayin? Parang ang sama naman ng ugali ko at baka sabihan pa ako ng madamot. I should calm down. Baka namna biro lang naman ni Frost iyong sinabi niya kanina earlier, eh! Maybe, I don't make it a big deal na lang.
"Eh, bakit hindi mo na lang ulit sila i-sabay Manager?"
I'm right, right? Sinabay niya naman papunta, dapat pabalik rin.
But manager just made a face.
"Zendrea. Mamaya pa ang uwi ko. Ano bang masama sa isabay mo sila? Na sa isang movie kayo dapat nga kinikilala mo na 'tong sina Jayden, Aiden and Rupert. Since, you're already close na kay Frost, right?"
"Hell no! We're not close! Whatever, Manager!"
In the end, I have no choice. Sumabay rin sila sa van. At, nakakainis kasi nasa likod ko lang si Frost. Those noisy guys ay katabi niya. Ang katapat ko naman si Rupert, he's tahimik and mahilig mag sleep na type of guy.
I was about to put earphones in my ear. When these two introduce their selves.
"Zendrea, hindi pa pala kami nakakapagpakilala. Isang linggo na ngang lumip---"
Bigla siyang binatukan nang color orange ang hair.
Ah! I remember. Sila 'yong dalawang nagbabatukan. Idagdag niyo na madaldal. And that means, maingay sila. It's pretty obvious.
"Dude, haba na ng sinabi mo and yet hindi ka pa rin nakapagpakilala. Unggoy ka talaga Aiden!"
So, 'yong nabatukan si Aiden. He's gwapo. Wala naman akong ibang masasabi, lahat naman sila. Walang maipipintas. Maliban ata sa ugali.The guy who's sleeping, I mean si Rupert, cute. He looks like a girl. Kidding.
"Ah, by the way. I'm Jayden Joe." And he winked at me. Irap ang sinagot ko sa kaniya. What a flirt. Yes. Flirt. Looks like marami itong tons ng fans niya.
"Aiden Veyron Kim." Maliit na ngiti nalang ang binigay ko sa kaniya. He's like your Oppa Oppa. I bet he do have a Korean blood.
"Ah..."
Sabi nilang pareho na parang may nakalimutan.
"'Yang palang katapat mo. Si Rupert, wala ,boring kasi 'yan. 'Di nagsasalita at saka tulog lang ng tulog." I just nodded my head.
"Siguro naman kilala mo na si Frost?" Ngiting sabi ni Jayden.
Of course, I already knew him.
"Yeah."
Hindi ko na pinansin pa 'yong ibang walang kabuluhang mga tanong nila. I just ignore those two noisy guys.
I took out my phone to check if Troy has a reply in my message. But like what I expected, none.
He didn't reply. He must be mad pa kaya ganoon.
I was about to put my phone back inside my bag, pero nagtaka lang ako biglang umilaw 'yong screen ng phone ko. I recieved a message from unregistered number. Who the hell is this?
I open it.
From: +63927********
| I'm waiting for your answer, Zendrea. And don't expect anything from Troy.|
Recieved.
I frown to his text.The hell with him! Urgh! Napupuno na talaga ako sa kaniya. Frost is crazy!
I hit a reply.
|NO IS MY ANSWER! What the hell is your problem, huh! Stop it Frost! You're not making any sense! I had a boyfriend! And that is Troy! Your brother! |
Sent.
Gusto ko siyang hampasin ngayon ng takong ng high heel shoe ko! Sa totoo lang. Naiinis ako! Wala ba siyang magawang matino sa buhay? Insane.
From: +63927********
| Alright. But soon. You'll not hesitate, right my, Queen? |
Recieved.
Hindi ko na siya pinatulan. Sa inis ko. Tinanggal ko pati battery ng phone ko. Hindi ko nga alam kung paano ko pa aamuhin si Troy. Tapos puro kalokohan naman si Frost. Ano bang meron sa dalawang 'to. Damn. Parehas silang sakit sa ulo!
At ito pa! Pagkahatid sa akin ni Daylan sa condo. Nag text pa siya. And he even said. Mapanaginipan ko raw siya. Hah! Malala na yata ang sira ng brain niya! May brain damage! Dapat itawag ko sa kaniya BD guy! Because he is, atotally brain damage guy.
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"Troy! Please, let's talk!"
"No."
He said and he turns his back and started walking.
Sinabayan ko siya.
"Please, babe. Kahit saglit lang."
Pero binilisan na naman niya 'yong paglalakad niya. Darn, okay!
Tama nga 'yong BD guy na 'yon. Si Frost. Ayaw akong kausapin ni Troy, kainis. Wala naman akong schedule ngayong araw. Oo ngayon lang. Kaya I'm doing my best to at least explain or have some talk with him, kahit ilang saglit lang. Hindi ko naman kasi kayang patagalin 'yong away namin.
He stops for the moment and remove his hoodie. I know his daily routine. Mind you.
"Zendrea, I need space. We need space! Ayokong makipag-usap sa iyo. Nakakaabala ka lang."
Hindi na ako nakasunod sa kaniya. Only I did, is to stare his back. I sat on the bench. Galit na galit siya. Abala, abala na ako.
"Fuck that space!" I screamed.
"Looks some one lost his temper." Bigla namang napatayo ako, vecause someone speak, behind me.
"F-frost?" He smiled while nodding his head.
Bakit ba lagi talaga siyang sumusulpot? Seriously. Ano siya, kabute?
"What are you doing here?"
Tanong ko. Prente siyang na upo sa bench saka niya nilagay 'yong dalawa niyang kamay sa ulo niya.
"I was just passing by. How about you?"
I rolled my eyes.
Who would buy that just passing by!
"Wala! Nagbibilang ng damo!" Sagot ko saka nag-umpisa ng maglakad.
Fuck! Hindi naman siya ang gusto kong makausap! I want to talk with my boyfriend not to his crazy brother.
"I told you, I'm right, right?"
Tumigil ako sa paglalakad. At saka siya sinimangutan.
"Fine! Oo na, tama ka na, BD guy!"
Parang biglang may nabuong malaking question mark sa mukha niya.
"What is that BD guy?" Nginitian ko siya.
"In short, for brain damage."
Mas lalo pang naging question mark ata sa kaniya 'yon, funny.
Bigla na akong tumawa. Gosh! Hindi ko napigilan. This is his fault.
"Seriously? You call me a damn fortune teller before first and now, you're calling me from whatever BD guy name? Tch."
"Eh, totoo naman, eh. Kung wala kang brain damage. Hindi mo ako ya-yayaing i-date ka."
"That's idea is insane. To think that I had a boyfriend and that is your brother."
I said and crossed my arms.
Ayan na naman 'yong peste niyang ngiti!
"My brain hasn't had damage yet. Besides, if you accept my offer? We can date secretly."
Umawang ang labi ko. What? Secretly? Baliw na talaga siya. How is his brain works? That idea is fucking insane. I am not a cheater! I wouldn't do such things behind Troy's back. If he thinks that I am just a easy to get lady, then I am not!
"So, para mo naring sinabi na may secret relationship?" He shrugged his shoulder.
"It will depend in the situation, Zendrea. Whether you fall on me or I fall to you, or we fall to each other."
Fall? Hindi niya ba alam na hindi ganoo kadali 'yon. That doesn't work with that lang! What a dumb idea!
"But still, no is my answer, Frost."
Because, I'm not yet crazy to accept his offer and agree to him. I am not insane or our of my mind para pumatol sa kabaliwan niya. Baliw lang ang paptol sa baliw.
He leans on me.
"Just be sure, Zendrea. Because falling for someone is easy. It was easy for me. To make you fall. "
He's insane! The guts and the audacity, man, hell!
Frost is totally insane!
What a fuck up guy he is.
Date Finished: December 2014
Date Finished: February 24, 2016
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