You were back at the hotel. You had sat in the lobby with namjoon, jin, Taehyung And Jungkook.They had to merge your room since they already made the reservations. They just told you to bunk with someone.
Jin and namjoon.
Hobi And Yoongi
Jimin And Sohyun
Jungkook And Taehyung.
Those were your options.
And you couldn't choose.
You wondered if you should sleep in the car at this point. But Jin refused.
"I can go with Hobi and Yoongi to make you room for just you and Jin." Namjoon offers
"No, I'm not kicking anybody out." You refuse.
"She can bunk with us." Taehyung suddenly buts in, sitting beside you in the couch.
You look at him shocked but then try to refuse
"We booked a two king size room. Kook and I can sleep in one bed right?" He looks at Jungkook only to receive a glare.
"I guess." Jungkook sighs
"Perfect~" Taehyung smiles cutely. You were confused why he was suddenly so.. looking at you. Before he was focused on Sohyun. Is it because she's in her room?
"Then that settles it. I'll help you take your bags up." Jin picks up some bags and you smile
"Thank you Jin." He nods before walking ahead. You were about to follow him but Taehyung grabbed your wrist.
"What is it?" You turn back to ask him. You felt your wrist burn at his touch. It was painful.
"Can we talk? Outside?" He asks, tilting his head. You gulp nodding.
He leads you outside, the others went ahead to their rooms. He takes you to a a walkway that was surrounded by bushes and flowers. A lamppost was beside a wooden bench with a pebble path leading your way. Once he stopped you pull your wrist from his grasp.
He turns back to you, his eyes were big and warm. He suddenly wraps his arms around you and pulls you as close as possible. His head nuzzled into your neck, you could feel his breath there. You stiffen, you feel your wall of control slowly be knocked down with each breath he took.
"I was so worried. How could you just leave like that? Leave with just a note not saying where this blackbox was? I was so scared when you didn't come back. I was restless. You didn't come back when the rescuers were there. Baekhyun told me that you sacrificed yourself. I lost it then. Why? You didn't have to risk that." He explains against your neck. You feel yourself loosen. You place your arms around his waist. You can't bring yourself to say anything. You felt so scared, like anything you would say wouldn't be good enough.
"Y/n, don't you get it? You didn't have to go alone." He explains, looking at you in your eyes.
"I didn't, I had-"
"Don't bring in those two. They frustrate me." He snaps
"But I still had them, they got the blackbox working. That's all I wanted done."
"So you didn't care about yourself? What if you didn't make it? Did you just.. not care?" He asks, looking deeply in your eyes, he looked terrified for your answer.
"Tae, my goal was to get the blackbox and get you all safe. No matter the consequence." You mutter, making his eyes darken
"So you didn't care? That you would just leave me? " he bites his lip, he looked upset, but also angry
"Tae, I am alive. That's the difference."
"I know that, but knowing your thoughts were that you were okay to just leave. That's what bothers me." He mutters, his arms loosening
"Well, it shouldn't bother you. I'm here okay?" You explain, patting his shoulder pathetically
"What happened?" He suddenly asks
"What?"
"To your neck." He explains, his fingers touching the bandage around your neck. Making you flinch. The image of G-Dragons face so close to yours, you swear you could feel the pressure of the spear against your neck. You feel your breath become ragged at the memories from before. Red came to your mind.
"Y/n? Y/n? What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Tae asks, his hands move to your cheek seeing your eyes shine like a mirror. Then the broken glass fall onto your cheeks.
"Tae, I-" You mumble, but your voice become cut off. The spear pressing harder onto your throat.
You f*cking omega
A loud sob erupts from your throat, pleading escape from the memory. Your knees loose their strength and fall onto the pebble path. But what you saw wasn't the hotel.
It was the iron walls.
"Tae!?" You scream, you can't move, you try to move your arms and legs, anything but nothing. You can only scream.
"Please! Someone!" You scream again, then you hear a loud yell.
"Do you have any idea what it was like!?" Your body begins to shake, another bang erupts from the iron walls.
"To be put in a corner with no escape!?" The yell continues, another bang from the wall.
"To where you wished you would just vanish!?" You shake your head
No, not this again. Please, I don't want this. Taehyung? Where are you? Please, save me please.
"Here I am in control!" The door opens, shadows pouring in the white iron room. Then revealing a ltall figure before you.
"Hello there my little omega." Tears cover your eyes, making your vision become a fog.
"Or should I say, my little alpha?" He laughs, the echo rang through the walls. Almost infinitely.
"How ironic is it that I made the ranks.. yet I was the reason for an omega's rank to change?"
He then starts to walk to you, slow but loud steps towards you. You feel weightless, but yet you can't move. He grabs your shirt and pulling you close. Your face right in front of his. His face was pale, his neck had a red hole on its right side. Where you.. he smirks evilly, his teeth stained red.
"You see your signature? I never thought you out of all would get the honor. Damn a omega too." You then start to feel a pressure on your neck.
"I should be thankful shouldn't I? You got me free, I thought the island was the best but.. maybe being free, away from all the liars. That was best? Should I thank you?" He tilts his head. You can't speak, you physically can't. You can't do anything, you were limp like a doll.
"You look so afraid, why? Why are you so scared? Aren't we the same now?" He moves his head to your ear "We're both Killers." He whispers, his cold breath scraping you ear lobe like glass shards. You whimper
"Don't be so afraid little alpha, We only have so little time together. Will you come to see me again?" He asks, tilting his head
You feel your body become heavier, not like the weightless feeling you were. Almost like a weight in the ocean. His arms is your anchor from sinking.
It was almost like the shadows were becoming brighter, his body had lights coming out of him. Blinding you.
"Goodbye for now alpha." The voice echoes in your ear before disappearing completely. You feel your eyes close the open again.
The lamppost.
"Y/n?! Y/n? Are you okay? Can you hear me?"You look over beside you. You see Taehyung holding onto you, his arms holding you against his chest. His eyes were marble. You move your fingers, you can actually move them again. You feel wet stained to your cheeks. Was that all a dream? That felt so real?
"Tae? What happened?" You ask, your voice was a small whisper in the wind compared to the voices that had rang in your ears
His eyes brighten when he heard you voice. His arms wrap around you even tighter, bringing your head to his neck. His body radiating relief.
"Oh my god, Y/n. I was so scared. Don't do that again." He explains, his body was shaking furiously. You look at him confused when you put pressure on his chest, to look at him.
"What happened Tae?"
"You don't remember?" He asks, you remember the dream, of course you did. But what happened.. out here? You shake your head to him.
"You were screaming and crying, you eyes were closed and you were shaking. I had to hold you down because you were moving. I was so terrified, I didn't know what to do." He explains, he looked terrified.
"I'm so sorry I put you through that." You mumble, your hand stroking his cheek. You felt horrible, that was the last thing you wanted to put him through. He looked at you softly the asked,
"Why did that happen? What happened?" He asked calmly, he genuinely looked worried. You didn't know how to tell him, how could you tell him you killed g-dragon? He would look at me different right? He would judge me? I'm not the perfect pure omega He once knew?
"Y/n, you can tell me. There is something bothering you, something you are not telling me. I can see the battle in your eyes." He explains, his warm eyes piercing your dark swirling ones.
"I-I'm afraid." You explain truthfully, you feel your breaths become short again as you look at him. You can't imagine his eyes not looking at you like he used to. His warm eyes were something you cherished. What if he would not give you them anymore? What if he would call me a monster? You can't handle that.
"Why? What are you afraid of?" He asks, his hand moves to your hair, caressing in and swirling locks around his finger.
"You." His eyes pierce yours again, he looked shocked. But it's the truth. You are so attached to him that you are so afraid of losing him. So so afraid. You can handle watching him from a distance, just not if he hates you. You wouldn't stand it.
"Why? I don't want you to be afraid of me. Did I do something?"
"No, it's something I did. I'm.. I'm afraid of you rejecting me. I'm afraid of losing you." You mumble the last part. Your walls of control that you had were being taken away brick by brick with wash soft gaze he sent you, the moon shined in his soft ones. Only making the interrogating aura stronger.
"Y/n, I promise no matter what, I can't just leave you. I think we both know that." He explains, his eyes looking away from you. You feel your heart beat jump a little with his words, he can't just leave you? It would be so easy.
"If you don't want to tell me, then don't. But just know I trust you enough to know whatever happened, that I can still trust you. I know your heart." He explains.
"Tae..." You mumble seeing him upset, but he smiles before patting your hair.
"I'm just happy you're here with us." His eyes leave yours and he begins to stand, handing his arm out to you to help you up. You accept it and he pays on his pants, clearing off the grass and dirt.
"We should get back, it will be nice to finally sleep in a nice bed. It will probably help you too." He explains, you just sigh and nod.
You will tell him, just when you're ready, when you can accept it yourself.
"I'm sorry Tae."