♡Brendon♡
Dallon's coming to visit in two hours.
I just have to wait two hours for him to drag his hot lanky ass over here.
I know it's only been like a week but I really miss him. I just wanna go home at this point but I have to get better for Dallon.
I can't keep doing this to him.
I have put him through hell and back but he still loves me unconditionally.
He's going to flip out on me one day and I will never be prepared for it. One day he's going to hate me for everything I've done to him.
I hate that I've been so horrible. I don't know how he forgave me for the things I said. Wether I was high or not doesn't matter. It's still horrible.
Hayley runs into my room and jumps on my uncomfortable bed.
"Dallon's coming soon!" She cheers as she pulls me over to sit down with her.
I smile a bit just at the mention of his name.
"I ship you guys so hard to be honest. Dallon told me about your whole highschool love story and I after I heard it, I always knew that you guys would find eachother." She tells me.
"Really?" I ask and she eagerly nods her head.
"He still loved you a lot even when you guys were apart." She tells me and I smile lightly.
"I hate what I put him through. I'm scared that one day I'm going to mess up so bad that he's just going to leave me and I won't be able to do anything to get him back." I say and my voice cracks towards the end.
Hayley takes me into her arms and pets my hair.
"He loves you, B. He always will. I don't think he will ever leave you and if he does, it wouldn't be for long." She assures me.
"I really hope he never leaves me." I sigh.
"He won't. Now lets get you ready for your lovely man to come visit." She says as jumps up again and starts looking through my closet.
She pulls out a white t-shirt and the tightest pair of jeans she can find.
I stare at my lap for a few moments before I realize something.
My parents don't know about anything that has happened at all.
They think I'm still happily married to Sarah.
I feel like a terrible son for not telling them anything but telling them about my drug addiction isn't really on the top of my list of priorities.
I'll tell my parents about Sarah leaving me and reconnecting with Dallon when I get out of here but for now I just want to think about seeing the love of my life.
By the time I squeeze my ass into the jeans, Dallon is here.
I find him in the meeting room and as soon as he sees me, he runs over with his long as fuck legs and kisses me.
♡Dallon♡
I missed him so much.
After kissing his lips, I kiss every inch of his adorable face.
He giggles and finally gets me to stop and I get a good look at his face.
He looks healthier.
The bags under his eyes are now non-existent and his skin isn't sickly pale anymore.
He looks amazing.
"How have you been? Are you eating enough and drinking enough water?" I say as I turn his head gently in my hands.
"I've been good Dal, don't worry about me." He smiles through the tears in his eyes that have just started spilling onto his cheeks.
"You know it's my job to worry." I smile as well and wipe his tears away with my thumb.
"I missed you." he says after a moment of just holding each other.
"I missed you too. You've only been gone for like a week but it's weird not having you around." I say and he giggles a bit.
"You got used to me living with you pretty quickly." He says and I blush.
"It was like how it was before sometimes, you know?" I tell him and he pulls me to a couch and we sit down.
"It's going to be different this time Dal. I'm not going to leave you ever again." says and that almost makes me cry tears of joy.
"I love you." I sniffle and he kisses me gently.
"I love you too." he says after pulling away.
♡Matty♡
I'm scared.
scratch that, I'm terrified.
What if George doesn't actually want me back?
He pretty much told me that he regrets what we had so maybe he wants to just tell me that it's really over for good.
I'm praying to whatever god that may exist that he still loves me and misses me as much as I miss him.
I can't loose George. He's like my life line. I can't live without him.
it felt like amputation when I left that house.
I felt like I detached myself from him and I regret it. I regret it more than I thought I could ever regret something.
I walk to the park and see him see him sitting at one of the old broken park benches that we have sat at many times.
I sit beside him and he looks up from his cracked phone screen.
A bright smile finds his face.
"Hey Matty! How are you?" He says cutely.
"I'm okay." I shrug with a small smile as I sit beside him.
I miss him. I miss him more than anything and I want him back. I want to wake up to him drumming in the basement, I want to see him as soon as I get home everyday and I want to spend the rest of my life with him.
I'm going to forgive him.
I just hope he still wants me back still too. God I hope he wants me back.
I'll love him forever and always.
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A/N
WHOOP IT'S A NEW CHAPTER.
This legit took me a month to write and I apologize fore kinda going MIA on wattpad. I had exams and ish but they're over now so I'm gonna try to finish writing this book soon bc why not?
Nothing has happened since I've been gone.. BUT I GOT ANOTHER SON.
This is spin and I love him.