Anya's P.O.V.
What right does he have?
How can he just kiss me like that and then go away?
He now very well know i hate him.
Actually I don't hate him.
I hate that I love him.
Yes I do love him.
I didn't realised before but after that kiss I knew.
I knew that I love him.
I knew that Zayd and i are meant to be.
But.... i guess our relation for him was just fake.
I guess he never felt anything when we were so close all those nights.
I guess he never felt when I smiled at him.
I guess he never felt when I broke up the fake relationship.
I guess he never felt when we danced.
I guess he never felt when he kissed me on the cheek.
I guess he never felt when we kissed.
I guess he never felt that all those were his lovey dovey feelings for me.
But i guess now i will have to move on.
Move on from the moments when I first hugged him on the excitement of getting a fake boy-friend.
Move on from the shock when he said he will be my fake boyfriend.
To move on from getting lost in that jungle with him.
Move on from when we villagiously got married.
Move on from his fake secrets that he shared with me that night.
Move on from him climbing my windows just to sleep beside me.
Move on from my heart beating everytime we are close.
Move on from the feeling I get everytime he smiles.
Move on from whenever he says sorry.
Move on from the kiss we shared.
Just to move on from Zayd.
It's now the day of Aisha and Arjun's wedding.
It's been completely a whole week since that kiss.
But the memory is still feels fresh.
His touch of lips on mine still lingers on my lips.
His warm breath fanning my lips, his hands still on my hips.
His grey orbs, i can get lost in them without caring that once I get lost there is no finding me again.
Oh Zayd! What have you done to me?
I had already gotten ready, wearing a white skirt, the whole skirt embroided with shiny sparkling diamonds, with a blouse showing my navel,it's sleeves of net.
Leaving my hair in soft curls and applying minimal make-up as possible, I wore my silver flats.
I then looked at Aisha whose make-up was being done by the bridal professionals.
I smiled looking at how beautiful she looked.
She looked like a total fairy.
Sakina Aunt then entered the room, her face all lit up with the excitement, but it flattered a little once she saw me.
I stood up and was about to leave when Aisha held my hand saying,"Where do you think you going? You will be by my side till the wedding ends, you know am hella nervous."
I smiled and said," just wanted to give your mum some time with you."
I then left.
I wonder why everyone in Zayd's family hates me well except for Aisha.
She is always kind to me.
I descended the stairs and i guess I tripped with my own skirt and was falling but I didn't meet the floor.
I opened my eyes to stare the grey orbs.
I inhaled his cologne and again all those feelings came rushing which I was trying to forget for the past last week.
I stood up and moved a little away from him and muttered,"thank-you."
But instead he came closer to me.
He held my hand in his and spoke,"you are always welcome plus am just fulfilling the promise I made."
I made a questionable facial expression and asked," promise?"
He nodded saying," i promised you that I'll always catch you whenever you fall."
Oh! That day when we were to do the dare.
He promised that he'll never let me fall and even if i do fall he'll catch me.
But.. where was he? When I fell in love with him.
Why didn't he catch me then?
Why did he let my heart fall and break into thousands of pieces?
Why?
Why is he coming now telling me that he'll catch.
When I was young I used to blame the floor for the bruises whenever I fall.
But now I can't cause now I have fallen for him and i love these bruises.
Am loving the pain I get loving him.
I removed my hand from his and said bitterly," now i relieve you of that promise. You don't have to catch me whole your life."
He looked at me, his gaze intensifying.
His gaze making my knees go weak.
Making the volcano in my stomach to erupt.
"What's wrong?" He then came closer bringing his face closer to mine and spoke," you know I can kiss you again yeah?"
I looked in his eyes and said,"oh yeah? Let's see."
A smile appeared on his lips and he said,"dont make me kiss you. You'll end up falling."
"Oh! I thought you'll be there to catch me." I answered.
His smile reduced and he said," you just relieved me of that promise."
"I guess too bad for me then, yeah?" I asked.
He squinted his eyes and asked," How?"
I gulped and spoke,"cause I have already fallen."
His smile disappeared and he moved backwards a little and said," Then bind me in that promise again."
I looked at him my eye brows raised.
He then said," cause i don't want you to fall alone, I want to catch you first and then fall with you again."