(Sydney's POV)
"Sydney! Come on baby please, just hear me out okay?" Shawn pleaded following behind you.
"Shawn just stop! I don't want to hear your excuses. You didn't accidentally have sex with her Shawn, so just save it! We're over!" I screamed back, managing to hold back my tears for just a few more minutes.
-flashback-
I was walking over to my boyfriend Shawn's house to surprise him. I got off work early, and since we were supposed to hang out later, I figured I'd surprise him now.
Once I reached his driveway, I couldn't contain my excitement anymore. I loved hanging out with Shawn, he always made me feel so special. Like I was the only girl in the world for him. I broke out into a run, until I reached his front door.
I knocked impatiently, ready to just burst through the door. Aaliyah opened it with a smile, but it dropped as soon as she saw me.
"Oh hey Sydney, what are you doing here? I thought you weren't coming over until later?" she questioned, looking nervous. You didn't want her weird response to dampen your mood, so you shook it off.
"I got off early, so I thought I would come and surprise Shawn. Is he here?" You asked looking at her, your smile only fading a little bit. As much as you hated to admit it, Aaliyah's attitude was starting to stress you out. Was there something wrong with Shawn? Should I not be here right now?
"Uh y-yeah, Shawn is here." she said kind of loudly. To loud for our distance. I was standing right in front of her. It was like she was warning someone.
"Well then can I come in?" I asked smiling. She smiled back a tight smile, and nodded slightly. She moved over to make room for me to go through. I took in the familiar living room that I missed so much. I haven't seen Shawn in at least two weeks. You couldn't blame me for being excited.
"So is Shawn in his room?" i asked sliding my shoes off and laying my bag next to them. She nodded.
"Uh, Uh Yeah. But Sydney, uh... Never mind." She said looking away and headed for the kitchen.
'That was odd' You thought to yourself. You shrugged it off and made your way upstairs to Shawn's room. You heard shuffling, and gently knocked before pushing the door open slightly.
"Shawn? Are you in here?" You called. You peeked through and saw Shawn fly towards the bed.
"Shawn?" You asked, pushing the door open more. He was laid out on his bed, and smiled at you.
"Babe! What are you doing here? I thought you weren't coming over until later?" He rushed, he looked out of breath.
"Are you okay?" You asked completely ignoring his question. He nodded. You got that feeling in your stomach. You know that feeling you can't really describe, but it's the feeling you get when you know something bad is going to happen? Well that's what I was feeling. I took a quick look around the room, as I slowly made my way over to his bed. I laid down next to him, and felt something under the covers. I lifted them back, and saw a red bra with lace around the cup.
I don't own a red bra...
"What the heck is this?" You asked, trying to stay calm. Everyone is innocent until proven guilty right? Your heart started pounding, and you wanted a black hole to come out of the ground.
"I have never seen that bra before in my life." He rushed sitting up. I heard a thump in his bathroom and glared at him.
"What was that Shawn?" I asked through clench teeth. I didn't even have time to be sad right now, I was so angry I couldn't even see straight.
"Nothing." He looked at me with wide pleading eyes. He was definitely hiding something. I walked over to the bathroom. Before I opened it, I took a quick glance back at Shawn. His eyes were silently pleading me not to open the door.
I pushed it open and there stood one of my good friends.
"Chasity?" I gasped. All of my breath got knocked out of me in that moment. She was wearing one of Shawn's shirts that came down to her knees. I looked back at Shawn with disbelief in my eyes. How could he betray me like that?
"Shawn..." I whispered, tears were threatening to spill over but I wouldn't let them. He didn't deserve to see me cry.
"Chasity, I think you should go.." He said not taking his eyes off of me. I threw the bra at her as she left, not saying a word.
"Sydney.." His voice pleading me as soon as the door closed. "Baby just listen to me okay?"
"Listen to you?" I laughed. "Listen to you? You have got to be kidding me Shawn. 2 years of this relationship just went to waste. I am sorry I ever even trusted you." I seethed still not moving. "I loved you with every ounce of my being, and this is how you repay me? By cheating on me? I thought you loved me." A single tear fell from my eye but I quickly wiped it away.
"Baby I do love you, don't you every question that! You know I do." He said walking up to you. He went to wrap his arms around your waist, but you pushed him away.
"Don't you dare even think about touching me. I never want to speak to you again, do you understand me. You never loved me, if you loved me you wouldn't have cheated on me!" I screamed.
"Baby, please! I don't want to lose you. I love you okay? I won't do it again I swear. It was a stupid mistake. Matt made a bet with me, and I couldn't pass it up."
My mouth fell open. A bet. A freaking bet. Are you freaking kidding me. I turned on my heel not even giving him the benefit of the doubt. It's not like he deserved it anyways.
"Shoot, babe I didn't mean that! Wait please! I need you okay? I need you. Please don't leave me." Tears were pouring out of his eyes, but I didn't bother to turn around.
That brings us to right now.
-flashback over-
"Sydney! Come on baby please, just hear me out okay?" Shawn pleaded following behind you.
"Shawn just stop! I don't want to hear your excuses. You didn't accidentally have sex with her Shawn, so just save it! You played me! You freaking ruined our relationship over a dang bet with your lame friends! We're over!" I screamed back, managing to hold back my tears for just a few more minutes.
"Sydney, you don't mean that baby. I know you love me. You love me don't you ?" He called after you, grabbing your wrist and turning you around.
"Of course I freaking love you Shawn! Don't be so fucking stupid. What you did was unforgivable. You obviously didn't love me as much as I love you or we wouldn't be having this argument right now. We could be watching movies and cuddling but you freaking ruined it! And with Chasity? Of all people Shawn, it had to be one of my friends? I never thought you could be so low." I spat, ripping my grip from his
"Baby.. I'm so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. You know I lo-"
"Shawn stop! Just let me go! This is your fault. Stop telling me you love me when you clearly don-"
"Don't even finish that sentence Sydney. I love you with all of my heart, and I know I made a mistake, but we can work through this. I know we can. I need you, baby. I need you with me. These past 2 years have been the best years of my life because of you." He said. Before I could even respond, I felt his lips on mine. I kissed him back because I knew this would be the last time. I pulled away and wiped his tears, letting a few of my own fall.
"Then you shouldn't of cheated on me.."