Leon: For the first time in his life, Leon would be at a loss with himself- with everything. He couldn't come to understand how you could leave him just like that for another god. After all you had been through together, did it mean nothing to you? You, who had taught him what it really meant to love another, was it all a lie? Leon, who had been grateful towards you for unlocking his heart and sharing feelings with him that were once foreign, now was riddled with emotions of hate, contempt, anger; the love he felt was once again locked deep within himself. Seeing you smiling at another man not himself was like a stab to his heart. The tears you once swore you'd only cry for him now belonged to someone else; It was all too painful for him to even think about. Leon had grown far colder and no longer was the man people once knew. Having lost you had to be the most painful forms of torture he had ever experienced, and to live with these feelings for eternity was almost too much for the broken god. He didn't regret getting to know you. The days you spent together were the best part of his life; but now they were all he had. Memories. Memories of a time when you were by his side- smiling, crying and laughing with him. But these memories that once told of happier days were also like a darkness slowly consuming him from within. As Leon yearned to go back to those days he once felt true love- those days where you were his. Forever. That's how long Leon will have to go on carrying these painful memories that would surely one day drive him to insanity.
Scorpio: He still couldn't begin to understand why you left him, Scorpio was besides himself with grief that you would forsake the love you both shared and commit your love to another god. All he could think was if he had done something wrong. Was he not good enough for you? Or was this some form of punishment for his past deeds? Scorpio thought that maybe he wasn't allowed to be happy, not after everything he has done, and you were his only real happiness. So losing you would be like forever losing his happiness. Scorpio understood he did some bad things in his past but it was you who saved him and helped him to see the light beyond the darkness; you were his saving grace. But now it seemed that it was only a fleeting feeling this happiness you shared with him. You taught him what it meant to love and be loved; more than anything, Scorpio yearned to be loved by you. But this love was no longer his, no, it now belonged to another. Knowing this brought nothing but pain and agony to the vice-minister. Scorpio was once again thrusted into a world of darkness with no escape. This time you would not be there to save him. Scorpio tried to act like he didn't care around others but everyone knew just how much he changed after you left him. Often locking himself away in his room, Scorpio tried his best to forget you and the way you once looked at him but the more he tried the more he knew he couldn't. You would always haunt his memories, his dreams. Scorpio would forever be broken and empty. Nothing could ever fill the deep hole in his heart. For your love he yearned but your love would he never reach him. Never again.
Teorus: Teorus would try to laugh it off. He thought he should have known better than to try keep your love all to himself. In front of others he would be the same princely god that everyone knew him as but in private... Teorus was clearly broken. Tears shone in his eyes as he looked through an album you both created together. Pictures of you both smiling and laughing together. Just looking at the photos made his chest hurt, it was as if his heart was being squeezed and tormented. He would look at the pictures with such a longing, wanting to be able to hold you once more, be able to say "I love you" while embracing. Knowing he could never do any such things ever again caused Teorus's throat to tighten as he holds back the tears. He thought he had finally found the perfect girl, one he'd promise to love and only love her for eternity. But then you betrayed that love. Teorus who had only loved you, but you who loved another. Now, Teorus was tired of loving. He didn't want to feel love or be loved ever again; not if that love wasn't from you. It would be an emotion he'd lock away deep inside, too scared to ever feel such an emotion again.
Dui: It was like his whole world had shattered. The day you left him was the day he gave up on life, on love. Dui was in complete and total agony that you left him for another god. You were his most precious treasure. Dui valued you more than he valued himself; you were everything to him. He could hardly contain his emotions over losing you and would often lash out in fits of anger but deep down he was just a broken man. Dui hated himself. He blamed himself for losing you, thinking if only he tried harder, if only he was someone worthy of your love. He couldn't deal with losing you. Dui needed you, more than anything he needed your love. You once saved him from destroying himself after he thought he had no reason for living but you gave him a reason; you became his reason. Dui lived for you. Without you, Dui was nothing. Just the thought of not being able to hear you say "I love you" to him would bring him to tears. There was no doubt Dui was growing more unstable by the day. Dui closed himself off from the world. He couldn't bear to see you so happy with another man. He rather die than face that every day. The smile that once warmed up the coldest days was no more. Dui could no longer smile as his reason for smiling was gone. He never would feel happiness, love or joy ever again. It would only be a matter of time before Dui completely loses himself to the darkness and fade away for eternity.
Huedhaut: Huedhaut was devastated. He thought you had finally come back to him. Everything seemed so perfect. Huedhaut vowed to never lose you again and to always love you. However, your feelings changed. Your heart now belonged to another god. Though Huedhaut knows you were no longer his the words he once vowed you still hold true; he still loved you with all his heart. That was something that would never change. Huedhaut wanted you to be happy, even if it was with another man. But still, that didn't stop Huedhaut's heart from being crushed and his emotions from being thrown into turmoil. Seeing you with another god tormented him. Huedhaut wished he could be the one to love you and yet he still did love you but from the shadows. Every time he saw you smiling at the other god it was as if his soul died a little each time. The smile he cherished so much, the smile he was once so happy to see, the smile that was reserved only for him; if anything knowing that smile would never be his and only his again was agonizingly painful. His heart had been left with a hollow void, your love had been tragically ripped from his life and only your love could fill the hole left inside him. Huedhaut would never be the same. He was now a broken man forced to watch the woman he loved from afar- all the while still protecting you and your happiness even if it slowly killed him.
Ichthys: There was a feeling growing deep inside that threatened to tear him apart. Ichthys became so dispirited after losing you that he even lost his will to prank. He barely even had the will to smile. It wasn't hard to see that Ichthys was struggling with his emotions. He could hardly pick himself up and lost the desire to do basically anything. Ichthys couldn't understand why you would have left him. No matter how much he thought about it nothing made sense. Ichthys was so distraught that you left him that he could no longer feel happiness. Slowly by slowly, Ichthys was being consumed by darkness within and with nothing to stop it his life would soon come to an end. You were the only reason he was even alive. Your love saved him but now your love was no longer his. Ichthys felt like he no longer had a reason to live. He gave up on himself and on life. Ichthys couldn't bear to keep on living a life without you in it. It was all just too painful. Nothing could save Ichthys now. He was too far gone. All he could think of was you. Ichthys desired your love, your touch; all he wanted was you. Though gods don't need sleep, Ichthys would often lock himself up in his room and curl up on his bed where he would remain and simply cry and scream out your name; hoping that you would come back to him. But you never would. Now, Ichthys simply awaits for the shadow of death to take over. He just couldn't keep on living a life without you.
Zyglavis shut his emotions away the day you left him. He thrusted himself into his work in hopes it would fill the longing in his heart but sadly there was no fooling his emotions. Everything reminded him of you. Zyglavis tried to stay strong and tell himself he'd be fine without you but that was nothing but a terrible lie. His love for you was too strong to fool. There was no denying the only cure for his aching heart was your love. Though he tried to thrust himself into his work, Zyglavis’s work performance had greatly dropped and everyone noticed. It wasn't hard to see his mind was elsewhere. Zyglavis could hardly concentrate on his work let alone act as a minister. If he didn't pick himself up soon it wouldn't be long before he no longer had a job. It's true, the day you tore yourself away from his life was the day his life no longer had meaning. Nothing was right any more. Zyglavis was so distraught over losing you that every passing day his soul died a little inside. It came to a point he could hardly keep his sanity seeing you so happy with another man when it should have been him. He swore his love to you and you to him but then you just tossed that all away and now he was tormented with being the only one who still loved you but could never give you his love ever again. You had changed his life once to a life of happiness but now to a life of despair. Zyglavis wished nothing more than to forever fade away into the shadows unable to live any longer without you in his life. He truly did want you to be happy but he wanted to be the one who made you happy and knowing he could never be that man killed him inside.