Me and Josh talked for a few hours about random stuff, catching up and all that. I still felt bad about leaving him but he said it was alright since I did come back. Josh is so nice to me. Not even my family cares about me as much as he does. Plus, he's my only friend.
I sat up in my bed and brought my laptop onto my lap, ready to mindlessly scroll through tumblr. I came across a few pictures of some really hot guys and it got me thinking. Am I 100% straight? Well, I like Josh so, no. Did I really like Josh though? I did want to kiss him and cuddle him and trace my finger over his tattoo while he told me stories about his childhood, but did I really like him like that?
And what about Jenna, I totally liked her. I mean she was pretty and nice but did I even like her like? The confusion in my brain gave me a headache so I set my laptop back down and went to get food and pills. I'll figure this stuff out later.