I sighed as I ran through the events that happened earlier this morning.
"Bye Min Ae. We are going to miss you so much. Good luck in everything." Uncle gave me a hug which I returned.
"Thanks Uncle." I gave him a smile.
"And sort what whatever crisis you have with Mark please. He's so annoying these days." Uncle grumbled while I gave him a curious look.
"What do you mean?" I asked innocently.
"Oh come on. It's so obvious the two of you fought. And he's so grumpy these days and you look so empty, down. Only an idiot wouldn't know that something happen." He scoffed while I sighed.
"Sort it out okay?" Uncle gave me a stern look while I sighed.
"Ne..ne.." I said resigning to fate.
Argh..Was it that obvious that Mark oppa and I fought?
Bleh.. I'm not sad or whatnot. I'm just I don't know. Blah.
"The next step in a break up is denial Min Ae." Joey taunted me while I gritted my teeth.
"I will not be in denial." I declared while looking up to the wall. Hpmh. I am a strong girl. Break ups are nothing.
Ish. Annoying Joey.
"We have reached Seoul. Have a nice day and we hope to see you again." The speaker in the plane spoke. I stretched myself. Ahh..We have finally reached home.
I missed Seoul and my bed so much. Can't wait to snuggle in it.
I reached up the cabin to grab my luggage and dragged it with me to go out of the plane.
"Chloe Han." I looked up and after the check and everything, we were finally out from the customs.
"MARK HYUNG MIN AE JB YOUNG JAE YU GYEOM BAMBAM JR SEUNG HOON HYUNG HYUN JI HYUNG." I raised my eyebrow.
"Jackson oppa!!" I ran over and hugged him. He hugged me back too.
"How's the jungle?" I asked and the others came over too.
"It was so amazing in LA without Jackson's incessant chattering." JB oppa teased while Jackson oppa rolled his eyes.
"It was terrible." Jackson oppa pouted.
"I thought you were so excited about it?" Bambam oppa asked.
"I was but the jungle. Urgh..Don't remind me. It was terrifying and revolting and all. Though I had lots of epiphanies there, I can assure I won't want to go there anymore. We ate lizards for freaking sake!" He yelled and we all looked at him with widened eyes.
"What?"
"Eww that's gross."
"Omo omo omo omo." I looked at Bambam oppa who was yelping like a girl.
"You do know that you are so like a girl right now." I stated and he simply rolled his eyes.
"Guys. Stop mingling. You guys can do it in the van or at home but certainly not here in the middle of the airport." Seung Hoon oppa gave us a stern look.
"Wow. We are going to be controlled again." Young Jae oppa groaned.
"Let's go." Seung Hoon oppa ignored his comment and pushed us forward.
It felt good to have Seung Hoon oppa and Hyun Ji oppa back. Things felt more organized and systematic.
"OPPA!"
"Young Jae oppa saranghae!!"
"Gyeomiee Look here look here!"
"MarkAe MarkAe! MarkAe is real." I frozed at that and turned towards the direction of it.
It was a group of girls who were jumping up and down. Now that I realized. There were quite a look of fans holding MarkAe banners.
I bit my lip at the sight of it. I started to hyperventilate.
I gripped onto the person nearest to me----Yu Gyeom oppa.
"Are you okay Min Ae? You look pale." Yu Gyeom oppa asked me with concerned eyes.
"It's nothing oppa.Just walk." I commanded him. Maybe it was the desperation in my eyes or my commanding tone, Yu Gyeom oppa nodded and acted as if nothing happened while I gripped onto him while trying to control my breaths as I felt the pain rip through my chest.
I wished MarkAe is still real.
We finally reached our van. I don't know how it reached here. I climbed onto it and sat at the back of it while Mark oppa sat in front. Jin Young oppa popped down the seat beside me and gave me a weak smile which I reprociated.
Mark oppa hasn't given me a glance for the entire day. Nothing at all. He simple stood there. Saying nothing but nothing. He took out his earpiece and went into his world.
How did things change so fast? How can my warm oppa turn into such a cold one in a blink of an eye?
Jerk.
I took out my fist and was imaginary hitting him.
Jin Young oppa gave me an amused look while I rolled my eyes.
I snapped them shut and pulled my lips into a tight line,trying to catch some sleep while we were on our way home.
I felt a tap on my shoulder and I opened my eyes and looked at Jin Young oppa curiously.
He gave me a smile and patted his shoulder.
I gave him a smile and leaned onto it.
I guess I can never hide my problems from you huh? Thanks for your shoulder. It helps.
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We finally reached our home and I was extremely happy about it.
"Home sweet home." I whispered as I ran around in circles.
"Min Ae have you gone crazy?" JB oppa looked at me with a shocked expression while I rolled my eyes.
"I just miss home. Can't I?" I pulled out my tongue was I dashed into my room and smacked into my bed.
I could hear a few muffled laughter but I ignored them.
Ahh. My lovely bed. I missed you.
I lay down on my bed and shuffled through it as if it was snow and I sniffed the familiar smell of me. It feels so good to be home.
I looked up onto the ceiling and sighed.
I wish Mark oppa and I never happened. Maybe it wouldn't hurt that much if it was this way.
I miss Mark oppa. I miss my Mark oppa. The one who teases me but still protects me a lot.
I turned around and saw the teddy bear Mark oppa gave me. A small smile went up my face.
I took it up and hugged it tightly.
"Byeol, I hurt your daddy and he probably doesn't want me anymore. Otokkae?" I sighed at my heavy heart. This sucks.
Pushing away the heavy feelings, I grabbed out my phone only to feel it being flooded with messages and notifications.
"What happened?-JYP-nim"
I looked at this message curiously as I went through social media. This was when something caught my eye.
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Got7's Mark and Red Velvet's Wendy rumored to be dating.
Recently announced to be engaged with his teammate Min Ae, Got7's Mark seems to be not so committed in the relationship. A netizen found a photo of Got7's Mark and Red Velvet's Wendy which turns out to be them holding hands.
Are they actually dating? What will happen to Mark Ae?
hjie12 : WHAT? TELL ME THIS IS NOT REALㅠㅠ
fooddyei : Dahell?!?!?!?! MARK WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
1123 : MARKAE IS REAL MARKAE IS REAL!! THIS PHOTO IS BOGUS!
2seedi : Whatever. Mark seems to be more compatible with Wendy compared to that whatever Min Ae. Go team Mardy.
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My heart beat faster as I saw the picture.
And Mardy?! This is ridiculous!
Tears threatened to leave my eyes as my fist tightened.
Bullshit. How can Mardy be better?
I opened my door and closed it again.
"Tell you what. Next time something happens between Mark and Wendy, instead of jumping to conclusions. Think about it. Think about what actually happened. Don't let misunderstandings cloud your vision and judgement."
I sighed. Joey really had lots of words of wisdom.
What am I going to do?
I looked at the photo and glared at their hands.
I hate it so much that I really want to burn Wendy's hand.
Mark's mine (even if we broken up) and I don't like sharing.
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Mark
We finally reached our home and I smashed into my bed. I had been losing sleep these days. Stupid stupid stupid Min Ae. Stupid stupid stupid.
Argh. I don't know what to do with her.
The door opened and showed JR and Jackson.
"Spill it." Jackson said and I raised my eyebrow.
"What?" I asked.
"Don't act innocent with me. I saw it. I saw the tension between you and Min Ae." Jackson said and I sighed.
"Something happened right?" JR asked and they sat in a circle surrounding me.
I groaned.
"We broke up." I admitted and bit my lip.
"What?" Jackson yelled.
"Yah! You guys dated only for a while." JR said and I shrugged.
"You bastard. How dare you mess with my baby sister's heart?" JR got agitated and was about to beat me when Jackson calmed him down.
Ironic how the roles are switched.
I didn't say anything and just rested my head against the wall.
I felt so tired. My heart feels so tired. Why is love so tiring? Why is love so confusing?
"Let Mark hyung explain what happened before we jump into conclusions please." Jackson chastised JR while he tried to clam himself down.
"Hyung?" Jackson called out and I sighed and told them everything.
"Min Ae's a really insecure girl. What she needs is that sense of security. She doesn't have the confidence to love and trust after her broken relationship. She feels that this relationship is broken too, making her give up." JR analyzed while Jackson ruffled his hair. I envied how JR understands Min Ae so well.
"Molla. Relationships are so complicating." Jackson said and I nodded.
"What are you planning to do then hyung? Just give it up like her?" JR asked and I shook my head.
"I'm going to make her change her concept in love. I'm going to make her love again and mostly I'm going to make her trust me." I nodded while they gave me blank expressions.
"And how are you going to do that?" Jackson asked and I sighed.
"I don't know. Min Ae is just so complicating." I sighed.
"All women are." Jackson said and I raised my eyebrow.
"Relationship problems?" I teased.
"Shut up hyung."
"Wooo.."
"You are so childish."
"Am not."
"Are to."
"Am-"
"Look at this." JR passed his phone to us and showed us a news article.
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Got7's Mark and Red Velvet's Wendy rumored to be dating.
Recently announced to be engaged with his teammate Min Ae, Got7's Mark seems to be not so committed in the relationship. A netizen found a photo of Got7's Mark and Red Velvet's Wendy which turns out to be them holding hands.
Are they actually dating? What will happen to Mark Ae?
hjie12 : WHAT? TELL ME THIS IS NOT REALㅠㅠ
fooddyei : Dahell?!?!?!?! MARK WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
1123 : MARKAE IS REAL MARKAE IS REAL!! THIS PHOTO IS BOGUS!
2seedi : Whatever. Mark seems to be more compatible with Wendy compared to that whatever Min Ae. Go team Mardy.
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My eyes widdened as I looked over this.
Shit.
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A/N : I don't know :3 It's so confusing for me this chapter. It's hard to explain the love thingy. .I don't know nothing makes sense... I guess I shall edit some time when I have better grip on this love concept.
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Thank you.