Tiana POV:
" I'm very sorry that happened to you Tiana! What did you feel when they divorced?" She asks
" I-I felt that it was all my fault, and that I ruined a perfect relationship my mom had!" I say crying harder
" No honey! What you did was strong! You went to your mom and told her, that takes a very brave person because now your safe! Don't blame yourself. What he did was wrong! " she says coming around and rubbing my back
I grab more tissues and blow my noes and wipe my face!
" How did your mom feel!" She asks
" S-She didn't believe me first!! And thru that whole week she avoided me , and after that I didn't care about my self anymore I just let him do it! One day she walked in on him doing that to me and...... Yea" I say sadly
" How did you really feel after your mom didn't believe you?"
" I felt like nothing..... Like I didn't care about life anymore and, I was just tired of living! I say looking down
" You are something and you deserve to live because your important to this world! After your mom saw that how did she act then??"
" She was all up under! Telling me sorry everyday.... Buying me everything !" I felt rage " but I didn't really care. I was annoyed by her because she didn't believe the first time!"
" I know that no one deserves to get raped and that it doesn't feel good! I wouldn't blame you for not wanting her giving you all that attention!" She says shaking her head
" How are you today?" She asks
" A boy I've been crushing on for years! Had been crushing on me! And since I don't really trust " Men" I took it slow with him! He really cares for me and knows how to take care of me and my problems! But I just can't really give him love back! " I say embarrassed and sad
" Well that's common, because what your dad did to you is gonna cause you to see other men that way! Your just nervous and want to be cautious! That's why I'm here to help you!"
" thanks" I smile wiping my face
" Do you and your boyfriend have a stable relationship?"
" Actually 2 days ago.... I was at dance and my "friend" that bullies me....She messing with me and I just wanted to go home! He took me home and I told him to go back to practice! He's been under a lot of MY STRESS and my friend was messing with him while I was at home! He told me about it next day..... a-and I just didn't really care! I guess you could say I had no emotions... I just have no feelings anymore and he got angry that I wasn't angry and told me I needed help and I told him we should take a break. I left and here I am today! " I said with tears falling down my cheek.
" It's very good that you let him know about your problems! No one deserves to be cheated on and I can understand that between the bullying and depression, that your feelings are gone! But do you think he meant to hurt you?" She asks
I thought about it a while.
" I don't really know if people mean to hurt me or not because people bully and talk about me so much I just take everything as they are said!" I say fiddling with my fingers
" I know bullying doesn't feel good! And you should tell someone about that! I have dealt with a lot of people who has got bullied, and they seem to take everything to the heart! You should try to talk to him! " she says
" I don't wanna want talk to him until I feel that I'm ready!" I say confidently
" That's fine too, I'm here to support and help you! That's what I'm gonna do! Now for next week we are gonna be focusing on your Bullying Issue ok!"
" Yes that will be great! Thanks for your help today!" I say feeling accomplished
" Alrite have a nice day Tiana" she says and walks me to the door
" You too Dr. Harris!" I smile and walk to my mom in the waiting area!
" Let's go!" I tell my mom
We leave and go to the car. I'm feeling very refreshed! It's very good to be able to talk to someone and,they really understand you! I think its gonna be for the better!
We arrive home and there are roses 💐 and gifts by the door! I then see a letter on the door and take it off! I grab the stuff and bring it up to my room!
I put the stuff down and grab the letter and begin to read it!
Dear, My love Tiana (my sun in the sky, my everything)
I'm came by your house to see you! But you weren't here! I came to tell you that I am sorry for all the pain I caused you! What I did to you was wrong, and you never deserved this..... I don't even know why I would do sum so stupid! It's just I was under a lot of stress.... and I just fell for her trap! I don't blame you for not talking to me because I wouldn't wanna talk to me either! Your the best thing that ever happened to me and I would go thru anything just to keep you! I didn't mean to be yelling at you and telling you that you have problems that need to be helped out with, it's just that I want our relationship to last! And I thought that if you could talk to someone that things would feel better! And me and you can go explore the world in front of us! I don't mind you not talking to me ! As long as your happy! Just remember that I love you and that your always on my mind! Hope you feel better,
Love,
Jaden Adonis💕
I held the note close to me and just cried! I feel horrible.... I pick up the bag of stuff he got me! (He bought a diamond charm bracelet, Snickers and Skittles and shirt that said Bonnie and I'm guessing he has the other shirt that says Klyde!! Lastly he got me theChris Brown album X and its signed!
I really wish I could see him right know and tell him how I much I love him too. I'm doin this for the better of our relationship.
This is gonna be harder than I thought!
__________________________How was " The Letter" 🌹📜??
Should Tiana stay not talking to Jay?
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