Hyunjin teased Felix for the photos he had seen previously, making Felix's face flush in red. They bickered for a few minutes, throwing pillows at each other until Felix's foot slipped against the mattress making him fall face flat onto Hyunjins chest.
"Ouch!" Felix yelled out
"Careful, you could've hurt yourself." Hyunjin said
"Did I hurt you though? I feel pretty hard on you." Felix asked worriedly
"It's okay, it hurt more to fall from heaven." Hyunjin joked
Felix looked over at Hyunjin with a bored expression. "Sure Mr. Confident."
Hyunjin chuckled, "Always~ but don't you think you're the confident one, having your ass against my crotch like that?"
Felix blushed like crazy once again, hitting Hyunjins chest with his fist. "Don't get dirty thoughts, I slipped." Felix said looking away from Hyunjin
"Roger." Hyunjin smirked
"Something tells me that you didn't mean that."
"You'd be right about that."
Felix blushed even more, hiding his face in his tiny hands. Hyunjin felt bad for teasing him so much, instead he decided to let Felix cool down. "Wanna watch the movie now?"
"Sure! What kind?" Felix's eyes brightened up
"You pick."
"How about a comedy?"
"Sounds good to me."
(~‾▿‾)~
About thirty minutes had passed and Felix was sound asleep on Hyunjins shoulder, holding onto Hyunjins arm as if his life depended on it. Hyunjin wasn't paying much attention to the movie, his eyes were fixated on Felix instead. He reached over to caress Felix's hair, moving it away from his face as he smiled gently at the younger. 'He looks so peaceful.' Hyunjin thought
He then slowly reached out for the remote, turning off the tv before picking up Felix in bridal style. Now carrying him to the bedroom to lay him down in bed.
Felix mumbled something when Hyunjin placed him on the bed, pulling Hyunjin closer to himself. "Hold on, you clingy boy. You're going to be cold if I don't get these covers over you." Hyunjin whispered
"Sleep next to me." Felix whispered back not letting go of Hyunjin
Hyunjin sighed, "Alright, let me change at least."
Felix nodded half asleep, Hyunjin then changed quickly and laid in bed next to Felix. Before Hyunjin even got the chance to make himself comfortable, Felix wrapped over Hyunjin like a koala.
Hyunjin chuckled, caressing Felix's back. "You're really something so precious Lixie." He whispered before leaving a small kiss on Felix's forehead
They both drifted off into sleep, without a worry in their minds. Their only thought being to keep each other close, enjoying the warmth of one another.
Meanwhile...
First person pov. (Jisung)
I got out of work early which caught me by surprise. I'm assuming that Minho noticed something happened by my off behaviour, and he's right. Something did in fact happen. Despite getting out of work early, I wasn't on my way home. I was out, walking for what felt like hours. Without a destination, without a single will in my body. I let my legs take me wherever, it didn't matter anymore.
I haven't called anyone either, not in the mood to talk. I don't really have anyone to worry about me anyway. Except for Minho, but I doubt he'd notice that I'm not home. He Iives far away from it.
I started to feel my legs getting tired, a sudden pain in my chest kicked in. I looked over at my surroundings, hoping that I'd find a place to rest at. And to my luck, I spotted a bench to my left, I let out a sigh of relief as I walked over towards it. I tiredly sat down, not a single clue of what to do next nor where I was.
A slight panic took over me, but it faded away as quick as the wind. I didn't have time to feel anxious nor did I have the energy to go back. 'What was I even thinking...?' I questioned myself in my head
I squinted my eyes out of pain and exhaustion, pinching my arm as a way to distract myself from my feelings. It's strange, I can't explain what I feel. Is this what they call emptiness? Strange.
I kept my eyes closed, not daring to look around. Until I heard a voice:
"...Sir? Are you okay?"
I sighed, forcing myself to look up. Secretly hoping that it wasn't someone who I knew. And to my shock, it was a little girl, I'd say about seven years old.
"I'm alright. What are you doing out here without your parents around?" I asked, genuinely worried for the kid
"My mom is over there." She pointed to which I nodded "You don't look okay. Need a hug?"
I chuckled, "Don't worry about me. I'm all fine. Go ahead and play."
"My dad says that I should stay when someone looks sad." The girl said, taking a seat next to me
"I guess your dad has a point."
She giggled, "Dad is smart. But where are you hurt?"
"Good question." I smiled "I don't feel any physical pain though."
"So pain in here?" The girl pointed to her chest
"You're onto something." I smiled at her
"Hehe, my teacher says I'm smart. Am I?"
"Of course you are." I agreed, not thinking much about it
"When I feel pain in my heart, I draw what makes me happy on paper." She said, pulling out her sketchbook out of her small backpack showing me her drawings
They were very cute, I smiled at each one as she explained what they all meant to her.
"Do you draw when you feel sad?" She smiled at me
"I write instead. But drawing is a good idea too." I ruffled her hair to which she giggled
"What's your name sir?"
"Jisung, yours?"
"Amy." She wrote it down in her sketchbook as she said it, before showing it to me
I gave her a gentle head pat, "That's a pretty name you have there."
"What made you feel sad?"
She changed the topic rather quickly. Good skills there kid.
"A friend." Jisung answered
"Friends shouldn't make you sad. They're not friends then." She said "I'll be your friend instead."
I felt tears in my eyes which I quickly wiped away. "I'd love that."
"When you're sad, friends should help." Amy said, placing some candy in my hand
I smiled at her, whilst giving her a nod. I've never came across a kid so honest and caring, it's strange how there's always someone there for us in our hard moments. Someone to take us out of the darkness.
My phone rang rather loudly out of the blue, making me jump slightly. Despite the slight shock I looked over at the contact reading out Minho's name, and so I picked it up-
"Jisung-ah, where are you?" Minho asked with concern in his voice
Shoot, I forgot to text Minho after I got out. "I'm at some park, I don't know."
"What park, and what do you mean you don't know?"
"I just walked wherever."
"Jisung-ah, I'm worried and you're not helping." Minho sighed "Are you feeling okay?"
"I guess so."
"So that means no. Can you describe your surrodings to me?"
"Umm... Lots of trees around, benches, there's a subway on the left and a hotel in front of me called ' Madam pink ' "
"Got it, stay where you are. I'll be there in a bit."
He hung up.
I looked over at the now ended call with a confused expression.
"Was that your partner?" Amy asked giggling
"You're right on point." I ruffled her hair
(~‾▿‾)~
About twenty minutes had passed, I've spent that time with Amy talking about whatever came to her mind. Kids can be random at a certain point, going from talking about animals to how the clouds are formed. But I have to admit, talking with her made my mind ease a bit.
My thoughts have been tracing all over the place, with me being unable to predict them or stop them. Despite knowing my condition and the way it's getting worse, I still have a hard time with healing. Anxiety isn't something easy to handle, though many think of it lightly. Not that I'm complaining though, I've got to get out of my comfort zone every once and a while. At least I'm trying...
"Amy! Time to go home honey." Amy's mother called
Amy displayed a little pout but walked over to her mom anyway. "Thank you so much for keeping Amy company, I hope she wasn't a handful."
I shook my head, "Not at all."
Her mother smiled and waved at me as they walked off, I turned my focus to the phone in my hand until I heard Amy running towards me before giving me a hug. "Being sad gives you wrinkles." She giggled and ran back to her mom while waving at me with a smile
'What a cute kid.' I thought to myself as I smiled
Not that many people passed by the park afterwards, only the sounds of birds chirping and the wind blowing against the leaves could be heard. It felt peaceful.
I found myself staring into nothingness, getting lost in my thoughts once again. The spring breeze felt nice against my glossy skin, though I'm not a fan of wind. It messed up my hair while making my eyes tear up at the same time.
I was too focused on my inner monologue to notice a person walking up to me until they waved their hand in front of my face.
"Minho, you're here!" I smiled
"You idiot. Do you know how worried I was when I saw your location?"
"No... But it can't be that bad." I chuckled nervously
"Sure Jisung. You're an hour away from home but sure it isn't as bad." Minho sassed at me
I pouted, "I'm sorry... I just wanted to get away for some time."
Minho sighed, "I get that. Just don't go so far away from the city."
I could tell he was worried though he's a tsundere and would rather scold me than hug me which is what he actually wants.
I chuckled at him playfully hitting his shoulder, "So someone was worried~"
"Of course I was, you looked sick on your way out." Minho said quietly
I got up from the bench, taking his hand in mine all while flashing him with a smile. "Let's go home."
~🐈⬛~
Author J