I slept surprisingly well yesterday. Maybe it's because they all accompanied me that I don't feel afraid anymore.
However,today is D-day. You got it. Debut day. Damn I am feeling nervous right now...
Another surprise is that I was the first to wake up today. Maybe my subconciousness is also nervous that's why I can't escape the nervousness for a few more hours.
I closed my eyes tightly and tried to get into dreamland again..but to no avail.
"Arghhh..." I groaned and pushed away my blanket. I sat on the sofa and decided what to do.
"Maybe I will cook breadfast for them since its like 6am and we hardly eat at home." Well I decided on this and slowly walked to my room to grab a few things and clean myself up before I cook. The oppas were all sleeping really tight. I tried to be as quiet as I can to keep them from being awake.
"What should I cook?" I said to myself and looked into our fridge. Empty. Except for a few eggs and a carton of milk and some fruits.We really should get some groceries.
I counted the eggs.
1..2...3..4...5..6...7...8 Just enough! I must be lucky today. I washed the frying pan and heated it up while whipping the eggs.
"Ssss..zzzz.." The pan sizzled. The water has dried up. I poured in some oil and cooked the eggs one by one.
I was in my fifth egg when a voice came out from behind and damn...it made my heart beat.
"What are you doing? Erhmmm. Sorry Just woke up." Mark oppa said in his deep voice.
"Cooking breadfast?" I looked at him. His hair was messed up but it looked good and he rubbed his eyes.
"So early? Why didn't you get more sleep?" He asked.
"It's not early anymore. Its almost 7 and we have to set off at 8.30. Faster call the other oppa's up to eat their breadfast." I pushed him out of the kitchen to stop distracting me and wake the others up.
I finished cooking the eggs and set in into a plate for each of them and cut up the fruits we have before pouring the milk into cups.
"Wow..in a good mood Min Ae?" Young Jae oppa asked.
"Just can't sleep anymore." And I took a bite into my egg.
"Is there nothing else?" Jackson oppa whined.
"Nope. Nothing in the fridge anymore. If you don't want that I can finish it for you." I started to take his egg but was pushed away by him.
"No. I want it. I'm starving right now." And he finished it in a gulp.
"Awww. Our Min Ae has grown up. Knowing how to take care of her oppas." Yu Gyeom oppa patted my head and faked a cry.
"Oppa just finish it and get ready. We have to go by 8.30." I reminded them and took one more piece of apple before going to take a bath.
I opened the tap and the running water flushed my whole body. My muscles unknotted itselves and I felt more relax.
Today is my debut day. OMG!!!
I took a deep breath.
Am I going to do well?
Are the fans going to like me?
My heart beated faster.
Oh no. I'm going to panic again.
Calm down Min Ae. Everything is going to be alright.
I took another breath and closed the tap and pulled on my clothes. I opened the door.
"Yah! Min Ae. You alright?" Bambam oppa grabbed me by the shoulders.
I was momentarily shocked.
"Yeah..Why?" I asked
"You were in there for so long that we thought you had fainted." Young Jae oppa said.
"Oh." That was all that I can say. I can feel my stomach fluttering from the nervousness.
"Pabo! Have confidence Min Ae." Mark oppa said.
I looked at him.
"I know what you are thinking right now. We all know. We all have experienced it first hand too but being nervous isn't going to help so just calm down and have confidence." Mark oppa looked into my eyes and told me.
Strangely,that calmed me down a look. I nodded my head.
"Palli. We are going to be late!!" JB oppa said and we all rushed to get ready.
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"Ssss..zzzz.." What's that sound?
What's that smell?
Grr..My stomach cried out. Who's cooking?
I raised up and looked around. Everyone is still asleep.
Wait. Min Ae's missing.
I walked to the kitchen and I saw Min Ae by the frying pan cooking. Wow. First time I ever saw someone besides JR and JB cook volunteerly.
"What are you doing? Erhmmm. Sorry Just woke up." My voice cracked a bit for a moment. My vocals are still not awake.
"Cooking breadfast?" I rubbed my eyes. I was still in dream zone. I slept around 1am last night and I'm lethargic. Shouldn't have done that. She stared at me without saying anything.
"So early? Why didn't you get more sleep?" I asked but I already knew the answer. I can see it in her face. She will break down any moment. She was definately nervous. Today was her debut stage.
"It's not early anymore. Its almost 7 and we have to set off at 8.30. Faster call the other oppa's up to eat their breadfast." She pushed me away.
I nodded my head and walked to the others.
"Wake up guys!" I pushed the one nearest to me-Jackson.
"Wakey wakey."
"Hyung. Why are you calling us up? Its still early." Bambam whined.
"Min Ae cooked breadfast." I said and they were immediately up. Food made them indefatigable.
We went into the kitchen and she served us the eggs. I ate them after I brushed my teeth. It was really delicious. The best eggs I have ever eaten in my life. Maybe because it was cooked by Min Ae?
"Oppa just finish it and get ready. We have to go by 8.30." She told us and went for a bath.
10 minutes passed.
20 minutes passed.
"Should she be out by now?" Jackson asked.
Yeah..She usually takes about 10 minutes only.
"She is really weird today." Young Jae said.
"Maybe because it is her debut stage?" JB asked.
We all nodded.
"Yah..Did she faint out of anxiety or what?" JR asked worriedly.
"Let's wait a little more longer." Yu Gyeom suggested.
Did something really happened to her?
"I can't take it anymore. I will just knock on the door." And Bambam went to the bathroom.We all followed him.
Just as he was about to knock,the door opened.
"Yah! Min Ae. You alright?" Bambam grabbed her.
Min Ae's eyes opened wide,obviously shocked by the situation.
"Yeah..Why?" Min Ae asked.
"You were in there for so long that we thought you had fainted." Young Jae said.
"Oh." She looked really bad. Really really bad.
"Pabo! Have confidence Min Ae." I told her.
She looked at me.
"I know what you are thinking right now. We all know. We all have experienced it first hand too but being nervous isn't going to help so just calm down and have confidence." She nodded her head. She looks better now and I feel better.
"Palli. We are going to be late!!" JB rushed us and I quickly took my clothes and waited for my turn to bath.
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Author's note: Hey guys!! A really short update!! Cause I feel that writing the whole debut day will be really long. Don't worry will update everything about debut by today!!! Yay!! We finally got to the debut!! Hope you guys will stay with me and continue loving and supporting this book!! Peace out!!