-estella romano
Waking up the next morning , felt like literal hell . My throat was dry . I was hungry and my brain felt like it was stomped all over. I couldn't think , thinking about thinking made my temples throb. What happened last night? I remember seeing that douchebags face , and i remember him threatening me with my worse secret.
How the hell did he know?
I sat up in my bed and rubbed my temples "fuck..." i mutter as a sharp pain pierces my skull. I push the rats nest that has fallen onto my face , away from my face. I can guarantee that if i looked into a mirror right now I'd look like shit. I look on my desk for my phone , rubbing my eyes in the process as i feel for it , i stop as i make contact with a note and a wrapper , confused i take it and hold it infront of me.
My blood turns ice cold , my eyes wide and my mouth parted , my hands shake as i hold the note in my hand . Memories come flooding back. As i try to regain myself , my heart starts to race as my palms turn sweaty "no...no...no" i start to panic as i stand up ignoring the revolting headache.
"Who the are you?" I snapped.
Fuck. I wince as the memories of last night came back . How did i become so vulnerable to the point where i spilled my feelings out to a random stranger i didn't even fucking know. For all I know he could be spreading the word that the youngest romano kid wants to kill herself . Jesus christ , i pinch the bridge of my nose as rub my hands over my face , i tug my hair so hard , blood has to be dripping now . "Fuck!" I screetch as i crumple up the piece of paper that has the strangers name on .
What did i know about this guy? He didn't like showing his face and i knew his name. Thats it . Nothing else. So why did my dumbass decide to spill her whole lifestory.
I knew the effects of alcohol were bad , but i didn't think this bad. Hell i could've told him i murdered someone what was wrong with me , why did i feel the need to bare myself to him.
Who the fuck names their kid zaid anyways. Not only did the fucker make me inhale that deliciously chocolate he could've stopped me from rambling my life story. I hope i never run into him again or else ill be fucked. Not only one but two people know about me now. I sigh as walk and kick the boots on the floor out of the way as i walk to the bathroom . I lock the door behind me as i hold onto the counter and look into the mirror.
I dont hide my shock , as i see mascara smeered terribly under my eyelids , my makeups ruined and my hair looks like someone chewed on it . I brush my teeth as i wince as my head throbs again. I wash my face and shiver as the cold water touches my skin causing goosebumps to erupt onto them. I scrub the makeup off which wasnt hard surprisingly. After im done washing my face , i walk to the sliding door of the shower. I unzip my dress and step out of it and my underwear. Leaving me bare to the cold air . I dont bother looking into the mirror as i step into the warm relaxing water. I grab some soap as i rub a bit into my hand , i start to smeer it onto my body as i moan at the feel of the warm water onto my skin , i look down at my thighs.
"Please...no one can know im like this"i plead.
I shake my head as the memories of last night came back again. I think about how he captivated me with that stare from under that hoodie , the way his jaw clenched when he saw the way i stared at his hands , that bottom lip...i throb down there as i gasp.
What the fuck? No , just no.
Next i wash my hair and scrub as soap runs down my body. God , i feel awful . My head fucking hurts. Maybe my brothers got something to take the pain away. I wash the remaing soap off me and out of my hair as i step out and grab two towels. I tie one around myself and the other around my hair . I walk out and straight to my closet. I walk to the balcony doors , ignoring the memories trying to push their way back. I put my hand out the door , hoping no one sees me half naked . Its cold today . I smile in approvement as i walk back to my closet.
Something cozy should do the trick , i search through endless of hoodies , seeing my clothes from 5 years ago making me chuckle under my breath , i move past that clothes. I find black nike sweatshirt and a matching nike sweatpants , i pair it with my white and black jordans .
After im done dressing myself , i blowdry my hair , making it puffy and full of volume , i put some lotion on my face and a bit of clear lipgloss , i pop my lips as i grab my phone and look at the time. Its 12:30 now. I put my phone in my pocket as i walk straight to my brothers room .
I stand infront of it as i contemplate if i should go in there . I decide not to due to the last time i just walked into his room . Found a naked girl in his bed which wasn't pleasant. I knock softly as i try to hear movement in the room . Its quiet , i knock louder this time. Still no answer. Frustrated , i take my hand and bang on the door "Rahul! open up , i know you're in there or else I'll tell dad you're the one who accidentally scrapped his car" i say and i smirk slightly knowing that'll tip him the edge .
As im about to threaten him again the door swing open halfway as he stands there with no shirt on , his sweatpants hanging lowly on hips, his hair is wild and his lips are slightly bruised.
I did not just walk into a fuck session
"Fuck cover up will ya? No one wants to see that" i say and grimace as he grins slightly "...whose the lucky girl now? Oh is it cheryl? Oh no amanda ...oh i know i know its ...drum roll ladies and gentlemen...cassidy Lincoln " i grin as i see his eye twitch. He leans on the doorframe as he holds the door close for me to see whose in his bedroom "Not only did you just cockblock me but you also decided to threaten me by telling dad the secret we decided to keep hidden" he whisper-yelled making me roll my eyes "...and besides this one is special" i burst out laughing , wincing a bit . He looks at me with a bored expression as i full on laugh in his face .
I put my hands on my knees as i try to catch my breath "im sorry...you just...gimme a second" i say and wipe my eyes and continued "...thats what you literally said about every fuck and leave you had" he lets out a groan as he rubs his face , he totally ignores what i just said "What do you need? Im horny and you're disrupting my peace" i almost throw up in my mouth as he says something i didnt fucking needed to hear now or ever ." Please , i do not want to picture you sticking your dick into some girl , i just came here for something to take my throbbing headache away " i whine slightly as he smirks "oh did someone have to much to drink last night?"he teases as he ruffles my head , i swat his hands away and huff.
"I have something , give me a second...and just wait out here " he says as he slams the door in my face making me gasp as i stare daggers into the door hoping he feels them through the barrier .
I rock on my toes and heels , as i hear talking from behind the door. Some giggles . Way to get fucking sidetracked. After five minutes the door opens , and i glare at him so hard he'd be six feet under . "I gotcha sis , drink two at a time and drink them every 7 hours " he says and holds a pack of pills in his hands. I grab it roughly out of his hands " yeah thanks only after fucking five mintues " i seeth as he chuckles in amusement , i go to walk away but i stop .
"Hey , did you know what happened to april and rory last night?"i question. His adam apples bobs as he gulps. Not the reaction i was expecting but okay? He scratches his head "I saw them leaving together, they said to tell you they'd come tonight to check up on you" he says his nose scrunching five times in the process .
He only does that when he lies or if hes nervous.
Weird.
I narrow my eyes at him as i nod my head slowly "okay yeah , now dont let me interupt number 10 is waiting for her turn " i smirk as i turn around not waiting to see his reaction and flip my hair "Oh! And dont forget to use protection !" I shout out walking down the stairs as i hear his groan making me laugh slightly. I walk down the stairs as i stop short on the second step.
This place is a fucking mess ! There are empty cups everywhere , snacks are laying on the floor . Is...that a fucking condom?!. I stomp down the last step as i walk to the sink , stepping over the evidence of last nights doings . I pour myself some water into a clean cup as i pop two pills into my mouth , i sigh as the cold liquid flows down my throat , i look around the place as i examine everything.
Looks like im cleaning up today.
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